Final Notice.

Yesterday I got a FINAL NOTICE in the mail( shown above here) saying they're going to send my passport back if I don't pick it up so it's a good thing my hubby got back when he did and I picked it up just the day before!

Whew!

Just in time!!

That was a close one!

Today I also have such baaaaad abdomenal and back pain I just want to scream  and feel like I'm going to barf from the pain and wonder if I might even have a bowel twisting or obstruction as well( not uncommon with Diverticulitis) given the pain and the fact that I keep feeling like I have to shit but nothing comes out. I also only have one bath bomb left now and today should be the last day of the heatwave and daily rain and storms and starting tomorrow the highs should "only" be in the 30C range and not in the 40Cs and hopefully Beja and I can get back outside again. I really missed it.

For the past 2 days or so I also have that burning pain deep in the middle of my chest  and my heart racing at times,too,and a feeling of a big "lump" stuck in my throat again I  assume is just baaad indigestion from the dosa I ate but one day I'll probably have an actual heart attack and just assume it's heartburn.

I also got this yummy frozen drink from Tim Hortons. I don't drink coffee and their donuts suck but they do have some cool summer drinks and this one tasted like sour orange Creamsicle with real sugared cream and it was GOOD. It also had Pop Rocks  on the top that crackled and danced in your mouth. We also eat so much rice people will think we're Asian, ha,ha, and I constantly worry my mother's creditors will come for the house to settle her debts and I'll be sued and forced to sell and move even though I've never owed any debts in my life and it's not fair or right that I could lose my house to pay off her  debts which should have died with her and aren't my  problem or responsibility.

Why should I  be punished and have to suffer for it?

I also just *LOVE* Princess Catherine's beautiful gown, and she has such beautiful clothes just like Princess Diana did before her, and I can still remember having that glossy colour book of Princess Diana and all her fancy outfits when I was 15, and I read online someone saw her little Yorkie get run over by a car and it's the most horrific  tragic thing ever and that will leave her traumatized forever and something she'll never forget or get over and that image will be burned into her mind forever. I also saw a dinosaur hatch from an egg on TV and it was pouring rain and that's exactly how I feel in life,too: as soon as I hatch it's raining. The 31 YR old also moves into his new university dorm on 9 August but I just hope he moves directly from the one he's in now directly to the new one and doesn't move back here in-between.

We finally got him to move out; I don't want him moving back  again( or "hogging" up Beja and undoing all the progress I made bonding with him) and all I have in life now is my dog.

Something about bringing life into the world makes the veil between heaven and earth feel very thin.-Dr. Abby Johnson