Das Ist Lecker.

It's officially Christmas season now: I got stollen and not just stollen but marzipan stollen! The best kind!Yumm! I loooove it!!! For those of you who don't know stollen is basically a German Christmas fruitcake and oddly enough even though I despise raisins(I think they're humiliated grapes) for some reason I don't really even notice when it's in stollen. It also doesn't really seem like Christmas without stollen and I can still fondly remember as well in grade 4 before school the Vice Principal would lead singing carols around the tree in the hall and it was so much fun! The 30 YR old's GF was also here yesterday because I saw an unknown small pair of women's shoes at the door and I told him tojust  let me know when he have company over just to make sure I'm not singing out loud and to make sure we keep the bathroom doors closed and so that no one's walking around naked,etc. I don't want her to know that we're weird. She'll find out soon enough. Odd,too: my hubby said he saw her even before the 30 YR old met her  at a party as he remembers her from the board games group from before!  The LTC home also called yesterday to tell me my mother's out of isolation so I guess after 24 HRS on antibiotics they figured she wouldn't be contagious anymore

Alot of Hollywood people are also leaving USA since Trump got elected and at first I just thought it was just in "protest" not wanting to endure 4 more years of him but now it appears to be something much,much darker: he's threatened to release the names of who is on the Epstein Pedo Island list and they don't want to be publically revealed and arrested and possibly jailed so they're taking off, and incl. Ellen DeGeneres(I call Ellen Degenerate) Tom Hanks, Rob Reiner, Rosie O' Donnell,Steven Spielberg,John Legend, Chrissy Tiegen, George Clooney,etc. so basically they've just "outed" themselves so now we all know who all the perverts are.

I also made these Tandoori chicken burgers and rice for dinner yesterday and they even came with a blessing too so not only were they made with love but also with a blessing, and Gravenhurst  near Muskoka got 140cm of snow and a highway was shut down, 60K people lost power and a State of Emergency was declared  and Buffalo got 6 feet of snow and on Wednesday we're supposed to get a system coming thru with 5-10 cm (our first real snow!) incl. blowing snow, and I heard someone here got car-jacked at a local gas station so it's NOT just in the big cities anymore now, and my hubby said he got Gladiator 2 up for me but it's "not the best quality" but he thinks it's in English( as long as it's in one of the 4 languages I know!) "or possibly Greek" and I told him I only know a few words in Greek and they're probably NOT in the movie! but he said they might be; it has a rating for strong language! HA!

I also still have that blinding headache and it kept me awake for 3 HRS during the night(it always seems worse laying down) and I bit the inside of my cheek again during my sleep too so likely had another seizure during the night again,and my hubby wanted the 17 YR old's passport (I keep up in the safe)to book their flights to BC ( he got a deal; the 2 of them for just 500$ and they just take carry-ons) and I asked why since it's domestic and not international and he says for ID (but I only ever travel international and always have my passport ,anyway) and with everyone meeting up in BC in Feb. for their late "Christmas" by-passing me is probably the whole idea in the first place as they know I have to stay behind to look after Buddy and I can't leave him home all alone for a week but truth be told I'd much rather  be here with him than be there with them anyway when they're always so mean to me and just leave me out anyway. He said they're taking one of those "budget" airlines again; Flair airlines, I call Flair Air or Flairlines.

I don't want to out-live my life.

 

Today's Thought.

 

Sunday Stuff.

....and to live.

😂😂

I love Ferris Bueller!

Still the best.

Tomorrow's not looking too likely,either.

So he knew about it all along and allowed the bullying? Santa is a real asshole!

Based.

The same for making fun of the Old Man Cough as kids.

Mein Gott im Himmel!!😧

Check Jim Jones for those of you who don't know.

Same for Christmas.

Why even bother having kids in the first place if you're not even going to raise them?

Be a rebel.

I also still have that splitting headache today(only worse!) and it even woke me up so it was a good thing I visited my mother yesterday(and I won't be able to next week as my hubby has to work on the weekend,too) and my BP is also really high so the question is do I have the headache due to my high BP or is  the high BP a reaction to the pain? I also feel nauseated with the pain,too. I also had this funny dream last night I was walking down this outdoor passageway and I could hear a kid speaking German to an outdoor vendor and I smiled and thought to myself that it was "nice to be surrounded by everyone speaking German again" and I also heard that the most hated Christmas song too is Madonna's Santa Baby so I guess I'm NOT the only one!!

We die many times emotionally first before we die physically.

 

Bastard Squirrel.

A bastard squirrel chewed thru Mr.Snowman's ( the outdoor Christmas light) wires and he died again, after just getting  all re-wired and re-lighted so my hubby had to fix it again and I visited mymother who WAS supposed to be out of isolation tomorrow but then her cough got worse so she has to stay longer now and they're starting her on antibiotics today and she introduced me to her newest PSW, a 6'6 guy ( that's probably how tall the 17 YR old will be full grown!) that smelled like onions and she calls Tiny and he was "hot",too, and by his accent I'd say is probably Nigerian. She also asked if the 30 YR old's GF will be coming over for Christmas which I thought was kind of odd; why would she come to our house and NOT with her own parents and  as the nurse came in so did my hubby and he said to her, Oh, I guess she's not in isolation anymore not all gowned up? as I just "snuck" in when no one was looking ,unnoticed ,and didn't wear a mask, gloves, or gown...and then she turned around and just glared at me and admonished, No, you're supposed to be!!! but we were just leaving anyway and I told him he just HAD to go and open his big mouth, didn't he?

I also have this really weird pain on the left side of my head all day plus a reaaallly baaaad headache and I'm really dizzy,too, so I decided to post this now, tonight, just in case I die in my sleep tonight or something and it never gets a chance to be told.

Because you just never know.

I also got some of that aerosol spray "snow" (I ran out of the small can and had to get a big one today to resume) and re-flocked the tree( shown here both in the light and dark, lit up) it did come flocked but it fades and discolours over the years in the light and the sun.Buddy and I also had all afternoon alone in the quiet as the guys all went out to play Dungeons & Dragons and  we should again for an entire week in Feb. too when they go to BC to visit the girls and with airfare 600$ you can go to Europe for that which is why I never travel domestically but only internationally; it's the same price  anyway so for that $$$ you might as well go somewhere interesting, different, and exotic!  The 25 and 28 YR olds and their BFs are going ,too, I find strange about the BF's coming along, too ,since they aren't even a part of the family, and esp.spending all that $$$!

My friend I from grade 8 also DID end up de-friending me on Facebook  over the postal strike afterall, just throwing away 43 years of friendship over a disagreement and I find that to be really petty. You can disagree on things  and still be friends, just disagree respectfully. I even have friends that are ex-military, Trump supporters, pro-Israel,etc. you don't have to be the same or agree on everything to be friends.I've also had friends de-friend me after over 30 years because I refused to take the Covid Clot-Shot,too. It 's sad and hurts to lose friends but then it also makes you realize how good of a friend were they really in the first place to begin with  though if they're so quick to just dump you over a difference of opinion? Who really "needs" friends like that,anyway? She had already also added one of the bullies from Jr. High that made me life hell as a friend on Facebook, making me feel hurt and betrayed ( and I didn't de-friend her for that) even after all she did, and yet she de-friends me over a disagreement? Seriously though, WTF?

Who needs people like that?

My hubby also said that people at McDonald's "work harder" than he does but he "earns waaaaay more" and yet the sad fact still remains that the people that do the hardest work( eg. fast-food workers, retail, migrant workers,etc. ) are also paid the least? I also heard the Purolator courier is owned by Canada Post too which explains why they're so lazy and don't even ring your doorbell but just leave a notice for YOU to go down and pick up your own package, so I know now on which one NOT to use,and my hubby  said as a kid he never had an allowance, either(I got 20$ a week) but collected empty pop bottles and returned them for 2 cents each and bought candy with the $$$ and I just find that so....sad. My mother would buy my clothes and my allowance was extra for "spending $$$" for things I wanted such as records, earrings, posters for my wall, Hello Kitty stuff, magazines and books, nailpolish,My Little Pony, stuffed toys,etc.Our childhoods were the opposite.

Our kids got allowance that they did chores and worked for.

My biggest dream was to have kids. Until I actually HAD kids.

 

Truth For The Day.