List Of Lasts.

LAST:

PHOTO I TOOK: Buddy

SONG I UPLOADED: Stephen Marley Break Us Apart

BOOK I READ: SPARE by Prince Harry

THING I ATE: mango cake

THING I BOUGHT: pre-rolled joints

PERSON I TALKED TO ON THE PHONE: Someone to book an app't to re-new my medical marijuana prescription

TV SHOW I WATCHED: The Conners

DINNER I ATE: Chicken pesto with  shell pasta and peas

SNACK I HAD: chili pepper empanadas(and now have heartburn!)

PLACE I WENT TO: Italian restaurant

SONG I LISTENED TO: The Doors The End 

As well, my back is still soooo bad I can hardly move and I tried the heating pad for some relief( and it's so bad that even smoking the strongest hash just took the "edge" off) but I kept feeling these jolts and shocks and I didn't really feel like getting electrocuted so I unplugged it and just used the ice pack instead but the pain is just so ungodly and I could even feel something ripping inside, like when you bend down and can feel your pants split and can feel the fabric tearing only I felt that inside my body, deep in my lower back on the left side, so I know something tore, I assume a muscle but I guess it could be anything and it's bad enough to go to the ER but I'm NOT waiting 22 HRS or so in the ER(and besides, with the pain I can't sit that long anyway; it only doesn't hurt if I lay on my stomach or on my side curled up with my knees bent to my side) and if it's a torn muscle there's nothing they can do anyway; it just takes time,and I also don't want them to think I'm a drug-seeker, just going for pain, so I just suffer at home.I'm surprised actually how bad  the pain actually is (esp. just for a sore back) as I have a high pain tolerance (natural birth and just a Tylenol  after surgery)but this is really painful(I see stars and almost pass out from the pain and can barely move) even worse than my gallbladder pain was, like an 8 out of 10 on the pain scale(gallbladder was a 6/10)! I even slept "in" "late" until 7:45 am today and my mother sneers that it's the "same thing" as her always  sleeping in until Noon every day. No, I don't think so.She also can't not only spell in English now too but not in German or French anymore now,either.

On Twitter there was also this guy that posted against all the enviro-freak crap joking that he drove his V6 Jeep  to the store that still has plastic bags and he drank alcohol and cooked red meat on his gas stove and I replied that I will support his mission by burning styrofoam cups, spraying aerosol cans into the air, putting pesticides on my lawn, eating using disposable paper plates and plastic forks and not bothering to recycle and everyone angrily replied that were were "such assholes" etc, ha, ha, and I saw this granny on the news too that's 86 and plays the drums; she's such a cool, funky old lady and I wonder too if she also rides a motorcycle, smokes weed, drinks tequila and has a tattoo on her chest that says anarchy,too? The 23 YR old also said on her podcast that when she was younger she was bullied for her teeth(like I was for my crooked teeth as a kid,too) even though of all the kids her teeth were one of the best, and being homeschooled(one of the reasons I homeschooled the kids so they wouldn't get bullied like I was, as well as due to the violence, bad influences, and indoctrination and poor education) I wonder who bullied her and where; it must have been at either cadets, or the church youth group or homeschooling group although I would expect better of the church people though, and in May my hubby and the 28 YR old have a chess tournament in USA but my hubby had to get a new passport as his old one expired so I hope it comes in time, and he helped a friend from bridge last night with his Google Home device (like he has before with his computer and TV) and he doesn't understand that many people aren't tech-savvy like he is and it doesn't come easy(just like with math) for most people like it does for him.

What have I become? My sweetest friend Everyone I know goes away In the end.-Johnny Cash