Wednesday, September 3, 2025

Wednesday Words.



I HATE "Creepy Sleeve!!!"



😂😂

My whole life, I’ve came to a realisation that no one can really live with me neither I can ever live with anyone. Being alone is the only way.-Krishma Punj Sharma

I always wanted to know what love is about. As a scapegoat, you somehow always carry the load of your past with you.-Tom Wiesnerer

My kids never even called me to see how I was after surgery!


It just makes you nostalgic for a time and a place that’s never coming back.-Matthew Bates












Whatever happens next, do not comply.-Dr. Simon Goddek

Though it's just a memory, some memories last forever.-Rush










Unlike your kids.







Buddy





Please don't you rock my boat, no 'Cause I don't want my boat to be rockin'-Bob Marley

 

Tuesday, September 2, 2025

Pondering For The Day.


 

Flutterby.

Yesterday something kind of magical happened: see this black butterfly here with the yellow-tipped wings? It kept flying around me and then landed on my left shoulder where it lingered for a few seconds. It made me feel chosen. I also remember hearing somewhere that the original English word for "butterfly" used to be flutterby too until it got changed. I don't know if it's actually true or not but I like the sound of it.  I also saw another Monarch butterfly yesterday,too. Yesterday was also Labour Day, the "unofficial" end of summer even though it doesn't actually end until the 21st and the CNE ended yesterday as well. There were also rumours swirling Trump was dead( or at the very least that he had a stroke) and my hubby jokes his cult followers think after he dies he'll rise again 3 days later(like Jesus) except he forgot that the Anti-Christ can't die.This morning I also woke up with( and still have) my left arm all numb, tingly, and feeling like a pinched nerve so I must have slept on it "funny" last night.

Beja was also hunting chipmunks even though he's not even a hunting dog; he's a Chihuahua, he's a lap-dog that belongs in royal palaces reclining on silk pillows with fancy tassels, not hunting chipmunks! I think he might have an identity crisis, ha,ha! Israel also now killed a Yemeni Houthi commander and another Hamas leader and yet if any other country did that they wouldn't get away with it, and an earthquake in Afghanistan killed over 1K people and a landslide in Sudan also did the same; more proof of unusual  increased natural disasters in the Last Days and End Times just before Jesus returns, and I had a dream my friends and I were going to eat at a restaurant and they ditched me, flashbacks of real life; in grade2/3 my friends would never wait up for me to go pee at lunch and so I would just "hold it" and ended up with a bladder infection, and in grade 9 my "friends" J and I would always ditch me too and leave without me.
I've always been an unwanted outsider.

This is also an asshole Polish CEO at a tennis game stealing an autographed hat a tennis player signed off a child.
I only have 2 words in response to this:
dupek.
kurwa..

Out of a dream, out of the sky Into my heart, into my life.-Tom Petty

 

Monday, September 1, 2025

Today's Thought.


 

He's Back!


He's baaaccck!
Later yesterday Beja seemed to be back to his usual self once again, back to eating , playing, licking me, cuddling, chewing on his rawhide, zooming around the house, doing his Dog Jog, barking, following me around,etc. so hopefully whatever it was that made him so fearful and hiding is over but I wonder what it was? I doubt it was poisoning or a bowel obstruction though since there was never any vomiting or blood from either end. I wonder if it was possibly even  neurological damage from that rawhide the 30 YR old gave him? Maybe he ingested some sort of bacteria from it or something? I'm just glad to have my dog back again. I really missed him! The 30 YR old also said he left him a treat in the fridge and I asked him how will I know what is is and he says, Oh, you'll know.... and it turned out to be half a can of dog food so he was right; it wasn't hard to tell. He also had his first eyelash app't yesterday too and said it took 2 hours; even longer than a manicure( so that would be an hour per eye) and the client was so happy she gave him a big tip! Apparantly he does each individual eyelash one-by-one which I didn't realize( like a hair transplant!) I thought it was all on one row and he just glued them on.

Yesterday( today still as well) the headache is back again( as well as really dizzy and sore neck at the back) so I thought my BP was really high again like it usually is so I took it and it was surprisingly low( esp. for me) : 93/59 so it's not that, and it's not raining( I get headaches when the air pressure drops before it rains; my head is a barometer) so I wonder what it is? When I said aloud maybe I do have a brain tumour my hubby goes, We can only hope.... and then says, Or hopefully you'll have a stroke.... I know; he always says such kind, endearing things to me. Today is also the last day of his 2 week holidays and this week he played his beloved pickleball 5 days in a row to make up for last week when he never got to go.

Yesterday I also saw a rare black butterfly and a Monarch which I heard are becoming 80% extinct, due to shortage of milkweed, the only thing they eat( and I thought my hubby was a picky eater!) and  I also heard Stairway To Heaven  again and if I die soon at least I have sunflowers for my grave but I'm not even having a funeral because no one will even show up anyway and I hope when my "cremains" come out of the retort ( cremation oven) that they're iridescent glitter, so once I'm finally rid of this ugly body and miserable life and am on the Other Side I can finally sparkle.

I also like this shirt shown above and I  heard JD Vance changed his name 3 times making me wonder if he was a spy, or in some sort of Intelligence work or undercover, or if not, then perhaps in hiding or Witness Protection or something because, I mean, who changes their name 3 times, but I guess Witness protection isn't very likely given he's such a public figure now, and I also found out the Foreigner concert I have a ticket for next month isn't really even actually ANY of the original members of the band afterall, so it's basically just a glorified cover band!
I feel so deceived and so gypped. How can they even market themselves as Foreigner then?

The more you know, the more insane you sound to people who don’t.-Dr. Simon Goddek

 

Monday Musings.













You are my heart.






My childhood.





I hate Barney; he was sooooo annoying! I called him the Big Purple Faggot.

















You belong among the wildflowers You belong somewhere close to me Far away from your trouble and worry You belong somewhere you feel free.-Tom Petty

 

Musing For The Day.