Look! I have another sunflower, this time on the tallest flower! Yay! Now 7 more to go! I hope they all bloom and so far so good; they all have buds on them..... It's just been sooooo hot lately too- I mean oppressively hot; temp in the 30 C's with humidex near 40 C( and tomorrow it's supposed to get up to 35 C!) I've had to water them 2-3 times a day! Sunflowers need lots of water ( and sun! Duh!) anyway but in this scorching hot weather they need even more. The soil gets so dry it actually cracks. I call my hubby a Sunflower Killer too because he likes to eat sunflower seeds which basically means each one he eats he's killing a SUNFLOWER, as each one could have been planted and grown up to be a beautiful sunflower and to think of all of the thousands of lovely sunflowers that could have existed had he NOT eaten the seeds stuffing his fat face!
Speaking of him, he's doing better but still not "functioning" and had to take the week off work. He's not catatonic now and the new "personality" has been put "away" at least for now (I expect it to emerge again with trauma again though sometime) but he's stuttering really bad still like he does under extreme stress and he's walking around in a fog, not really all "there", like a zombie, sort of like he's on "auto-pilot" and at the time it was like something in his brain just short-circuited and blew a fuse or something, it would be the best way to describe it. It was almost like watching a robot or something malfunction and just basically shut down.
Later today I also get my biopsy results and I'm oddly not worried, nervous, upset, scared, and didn't sleep fitfully, so either the results will be normal or it is what it is and I'll be ok with it but either way; if I have cancer or not, I know God will help me thru it, just like He has with everything else in my life, and I won't walk thru it alone. He is always by my side and it is only due to His Grace that I have survived it all.
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