Mammo 2

Yesterday I had my advanced mammogram to check the "suspicious" spot the first mammogram picked up and this one clamped down on my poor titty even more than last time and it hurt so much it even made me wince and it felt like a vice and it felt like it was going to chop part of it off! Ouch! I didn't think I'd have results for a week or so but the radiologist read it right there as soon as it was done and she said it was fine; no tumours; just tissue folded over, likely from my previous surgeries. My hubby also had his ultrasound for the lump on his arm which actually ended up being two separate lumps which doesn't look good.....uh,oh, I bet I won't be the only one having surgery soon, although mine is much more complicated and is considered a major abdomenal surgery and they said it takes 3 hours and while they're in there they'll scope my bladder too since there was some concern about a possible tumour in there....

Yesterday I couldn't pee either and I thought my kidneys were failing as I had peed at 2 am but then I couldn't again until 9 hours later! I kept trying but nothing would come out; it didn't burn or anything like it did when I had that bladder infection as a kid or hurt like if you had kidney stones; there was just no pee to come out and one time it felt like I had to go; I felt pressure and it felt full but when I tried only a couple of drop came out, but since then I'm going just not too much.

This is also the bruise on my leg, it's worse and a deeper darker purple/blue althoug it's hard to see from the photo. The 20 YR old also went back and she visited an old friend when she was here and another one has his pilot's license now, and she tried to connect with 2 others but sadly they have now parted ways as all they want to do now is party; go to bars and get drunk and do drugs and she's never been into that, and it's sad too because one of them is her former BFF as a teen and they were so close once but now she's turned into white trash and has a dead-end job at KFC with no goals or ambitions; no university or even college, no career plans or life goals; nothing, all she does is party  all the time so when she asked the 20 YR old to hang out with her and go partying and she said she's not into that she replied Then I guess we can't be friends anymore.... which is sad because why can't they still do other things together, like just hang out or go shopping? That's too bad....

My mother is doing her weird-obsessive thing again as well, this time about Thanksgiving dinner: I say we should have it on the Monday (which is actually the real day anyway) since both the 24 YR old and the 16 YR old (who work part-time at the grocery store) work on the Sunday but she keeps insisting we have it on the Sunday anyway because something like that's when we always have it....but she always goes and makes things more complicated than they have to be  and she's just so stubborn and , oh, my God, I don't even know.....I can't even explain it and when I said I don't understand it, what's the big deal she huffs, It's NOT for YOU to understand! WTF? Seriously? You can imagine what my childhood was like growing up with her!