My Luxurious Life.

My luxurious life, ha,ha. Here I am yesterday at our BBQ, laying out in the sun eating bonbons, more specifically, chocolate coated chocolate cheesecake bites, one of my fave. nibbles. They are just divine. This is the Life. We also had watermelon which the 17 YR old ( who works at cut fruit at the grocery) chopped up into fancy little cubes and I think I may have also accidently eaten a couple of the pork  hotdogs thinking they were the chicken ones; my hubby had marked them off by slitting the pork ones so they have lines on them and the chicken ones don't, and at first I didn't see any lines on them (I did check) but then half-way eating it I saw what did look like a slit and I panicked, Oh, no! Did I just eat a pork one?  If I did I'll find out today for sure as my colon will notice and I'll get really baaad cramps and diarrhrea today... my hubby took a look and said he thinks it was just a wrinkle, not a slit but I guess time will tell.....oh, shit....I gave Buddy some too and his colon can't tolerate pork,either; we are so much alike!

My mother also finished her course of IV antibiotics for the infection on her arm; she had it for 6 days and she still has a lump, only much smaller and the doc said it can take quite awhile for it to drain out and they don't want to pierce it and drain it as that would open a wound and invite in more infection, so instead they just gave her both pro-biotics and antibiotics she has to take for a whole month, alternating every 2 HRS, and it just sounds kind of stupid to me, both anti and pro biotics? I mean, aren't they opposites that contradict? Aren't they going to be fighting eachother and see who wins? She finally got an ultrasound and you could see the fluid in there. It is getting better, only slowly. it itches but is a sign of healing and hurts, only less and the lump is getting smaller.

I was also thinking the other day about my Five Year Plan like they have in China and I realized I no longer have one like I used to, mainly because I think I don't think I'll still be here in 5 more years; I'll likely be dead, but if I am, the youngest will be 18 and moved out for university, my mother will likely be dead( she'll be 84) although she still could  be alive; Babushka lived to 93 and I expect my hubby will be gone once all the kids are, and I suspect it will just be me and the 25 YR old(he never wants to leave home or live alone so we'll be company for eachother so it works out and I also need help with banking, taxes, etc.) left living together, only we'd sell the house and just get a smaller place for just the 2 of us, and,of course, our dog.