He Is My Forever.

There are just not enough words to describe how much I love  this guy! He is now 15 1/2 YRS old and the light of my life. I always walked alone in life until I got my dog and now he walks beside me. He is my best friend, the best dog I've ever had and also the getting him and having him come into my life and into my heart was the best thing I ever did, that ever happened to me, the best decision that I ever made in my life and the one thing I didn't regret and that didn't backfire and go wrong. When I look at him I don't even see a dog; I see a soul; a living being that understands and loves me like no one else ever has; he's my soulmate and everyone needs to have that special someone in their life that they know loves them more than anything else in this world and that they love back just as much, and I prayed to God to send someone to love me and He sent me Buddy; the perfect answer to my prayer. I will always love him, always and forever.Old age is catching up to him now though, the poor old guy, and he now can hardly even walk  with his arthritis (just like me!)and he slowly limps along and I have to carry him up and down stairs now but yesterday he wanted to try going up the 4 stairs to the veranda from the driveway on his own so I let him and the poor guy tripped on the first one and he just looked so dejected and sad so I picked him up and carried him, soothing and reassurring him, and also yesterday he mistakened my mother for me and accidently got up in her  face instead thinking it was me and barked, telling her he had to go out to shit, thinking she was me as he doesn't see too well now and I was just in that same spot she was in a few minutes before and my scent must have still been there....and she was confused what he was doing as he never bothers with her....and then I came in to see what he wanted and he looked so confused.I took him out for a walk and he did shit, and it's sad the poor guy's confused and losing his mind with old age but I can totally relate; we are like a couple of old cronies hobbling along thru life together.

Yesterday I also thought my hubby went out to the store so I was smoking weed out on the back porch( and nothing is more peacful than smoking weed while listening to Oltremare by Ludovico Einaudi laying out in the sun with your eyes closed) while he was gone....and then,much to my surprise, he emerges  from farther back in the yard dramatically coughing,snarling, I KNEW it!!! and angrily stomped off inside, but in my defense I thought he was out; as in out shopping and I didn't think he was even home! I also can't believe the number of people that think it's perfectly ok to mandate vaccines and forcing a medical procedure on people(what happened to my body, my choice, or does that only apply when a woman wants to kill her baby?) and our body belongs to us and NOT to the gov't and you can insert a frog up your ass for all I care, now if someone forces you to insert a frog up your ass then I have a problem with that. It's the same with vaccines(or anything else.) It should be your choice and you shouldn't be punished, denied services, etc. because you won't comply. I was surprised and shocked too how the Taliban so easily took over Afghanistan and I heard the Afghan army didn't even really put up much resistance either and most of them just abandoned their positions, basically surrendering and giving it up to the Taliban and even though the rest of the world hates the Taliban maybe they're just "meant" to win, like how the Viet Cong were meant to win the Vietnam War,and maybe it's still better than foreign occupation, which is what started this whole thing to begin with.

You can’t fail if you don’t even try.