Stuff.

How cool is this? I was laying outside on the back porch on my back in my lounge chair looking up towards the sky and I saw this on the canopy roof above me; the sun was casting a shadow of the vines on top of the canopy and it looked so cool so I decided to take a photo, not knowing if it would look the same or end up shady but it ended up looking good! I love how it looks like a silhouette of the vines, it's just so cool! Near the end of the month the 22 YR old and her BF are also going to Vancouver to visit 3 of her sisters and it's looking more and more likely that the 18 YR old won't be coming back from Vancouver either but staying there which is no surprise and I always suspected; I mean, who wouldn't prefer living in a big city than a hick-ass town, and we had a BBQ yesterday and my hubby tried this new thing to get the coals to ignite faster and it made soooooo much smoke which kept wafting over into my  face and it kept making me cough and it was smoking even more than I do, and I was tanning topless like I always do but my mother was outside and she kept staring at my tits so I told her to not be such a pervert and she told me to not be such an exhibitionist  and I told her I'm NOT an "exhibitionist"; I just like tanning au natural  and the sun feels nice(plus it's way cooler that way too), and she's the one that had to go and make it rude! The 26 YR old also asked what would happen if he snapped all my sunflowers in half and I told him I  would smash his  computer and my sunflowers are so tall now and my hubby shrugged they wouldn't win any world record, and I told him I wasn't trying for a world record; I just want to keep them alive and get some flowers!

I also heard an athlete at the Olympics  defected, claiming asylum,and I wonder if they're from Ontario, seeking freedom, since we're the last province to still be locked-down and have to wear masks,etc. and my friend M( from the old church) also has a friend who knows 3 people who have died  right after getting the COVID vaccine as well and now even the Vatican  is in on encouraging everyone to get vaxxed as well, so even they're complicit in enacting the New World Order  and the Great Reset and are part of the Illuminati so what next? Will it later come to light that the Pope is actually the Anti-Christ,too? Nothing would really surprise me anymore and the world has just gone crazy and I can't take much more of this shit! My friend's son is also still really sick and no better, no worse but they still don't know what caused it and yesterday I had this really weird headache too that felt like an electric bolt shoot thru my head and then I felt restless (esp. my legs) like I do before the onset of a seizure...My friend in Brazil(whose oldest daughter just got married over the weekend) also doesn't seen to have much hope for  her daughter's recent marriage either and is already saying things about divorce and the "next wedding", and Buddy and I are also eacother's lifelines too and if I ever lost him the light would go out in my life.

I'm running on empty.- Jackson Browne