Sunflowers.

Yesterday I was out and I treated myself to these: sunflowers! As I was waiting outside the front of the store for my hubby to pick me up it was soooo scorching hot out( I waited outside as opposed to inside, even though it's much cooler in there, is because I could take my face-diaper off outside but if I was inside I'd have to keep it on and I can't breathe) the poor sunflowers petals were wilting in the heat and that's when you know  it must really  be hot  when it's even too hot for sunflowers, and for my own sunflowers(pictured below) now 11 weeks old, their soil was so dry I had to water them twice yesterday. As I was waiting for my hubby some cheeky seagull also swooped down from the sky and tried to snatch up my sunflowers out of the bag in my shopping cart too and I had to shoo it away! Those things really do have some nerve! It reminds me of that time in Florida when I was walking down the street eating a bag of chips and my head was turned as I was talking to my mother and I had a chip in one hand and a seagull swooped down and snatched it right out of my hand! Sadly they didn't make it though and today they're already dead and wilted and the stems are fallen over and they've just collapsed in the vase. That's exactly  how I feel,too so I can relate but I feel ripped-off and cheated though,too, and yesterday and today my back and abdomenal pain is so bad too it makes me nauseated from the pain. It's sooo hot as well I thought my tattoos were going to melt off, and I had this revelation before that just before I die I'll hear Stairway To Heaven  and see a Monarch butterfly and yesterday I heard the song 3 times and saw 2 of the butterflies and so far already this morning I heard the song again, so maybe anytime soon....I was also born in Canada but I want to die in Jamaica.

This morning Buddy also did a big diarrhrea and barf on my bedroom carpet(no more pork roast for him!)and my Facebook friend in Egypt has dreadlocks as well I thought was cool and it's unusual for an Egyptian and when I told him I love his 'Dreads he replied and my dreads love you back! HA! I still feeel extra weak, fatigued, washed-out, weary, etc. and both my arms feel so weak and like 2 floppy wet noodles just hanging loosly by my sides, and while in Wal-Mart they also had a sign for the vaccine and for a split-second I thought to myself, I wonder if maybe I should? Maybe I'm just being silly? so at least that way I can still travel again and then as soon as that thought ran thru my head I heard this strong insistant booming commanding "voice" loudly order me to Turn around and walk away RIGHT NOW!!!!! along with a really eerie, bad feeling, and so I instantly obeyed and did and got the hell out of there! It was sooo sureal and scary and at that moment I just knew that I had been right about this all along, this entire time, and that warning must have come from the Holy Spirit, protecting me from taking the Mark Of The Beast. People may laugh, but I know what I heard and how it made me feel. Also:

Things I will always believe: -In God - I have the best dog in the world - #Weed is good medicine - The #vaccine /#VaccinePassport is the #MarkOfTheBeast - Chocolate is a gift from God -Hope for the best but expect the worst -It's always the one you least expect

-You can't trust anyone -Abortion is murder

and....

Everyone had these albums back in the day: - Back In Black -Rumours -Breakfast In America _Destroyer - Appetite For Destruction - Hysteria - Frampton Comes Alive! -The Wall -1984 -Rebel Yell I know I did.

Nothing exceeds like excess.