Then....and Now.

The other day I posted this sweet photo from 2008 on my Facebook page for TBT; Throw-back Thursday and one of my cousins remarked how the one in the middle and at the end on the right really remind her of me when I was little and how she can see me in them and I laughed and told her that they would be insulted to hear her say that,(because I'm ugly) and it's the 20 YR old(on the left) the 22 YR old( middle) and 18 YR old(on the right). I put their most recent photos below to show how they look now and my cosuin said they're changed so much and how they don't look anything the same and she'd never recognize them and it's amazing how much kids change. The 22 YR old's smirk in the above photo looks so "devil-ish" as well, and the 20 YR old looks so sweet and innocent when in actual fact it was the opposite; as kids it was the now 20 YR old that was the brat(such as sneaking out of her crib as soon as I'd close the door and leave and sneak out and pour water on her sisters who shared the room at the time) and the 22 YR old hardly ever gave me any trouble!

This is the 20 YR old now, studying fashion design in Vancouver.

This is the 22 YR old, a journalist in Ottawa.

The 18 YR old, waiting for the "Cooties" Scamdemic to end so she can study Interior Design.

This morning when I took Buddy out for his walk he did a shit and I had forgotten that I had used up his last poop bag yesterday and I went to get one out of the dispenser I have attached to his leash and it was empty....and I was mortified....oh shit....what do I do now? here he had shit and I had no baggie to pick it up with....what if someone saw? Luckily no one did and I was able to just discreetly cover up the offending turds with a few leaves I found on the grass but I felt so badly, and as soon as we got back home the first thing I did was put in a roll of new bags so I wouldn't be left in the situation( or would that be SHITuation?) again. It's happened a couple of other times,too. My brain is just shit and I have the 2 second memory of a goldfish, I swear. Yesterday I also felt extra really  weak, tired, weary, deflated, "woozy", dizzy,faint, etc. so I just spent the day inside where it was cool(supposed to be oppressively hot all week with humidex into the 40 C's) and slept most of the day; it would be perfect for swimming if only our pool was open and these last 2 summers we've had it closed are the worst ones too as it's been the hottest, and I saw this commercial on TV too for adult underwear( like my mother wears) in black, trying to make it look "sexy", sort of like black lace(I think is trashy,actually) but no matter what they do or how hard they try you can never make diapers  look sexy, and the other day I had such a good bong hit it felt like I seared and scorched both my lungs and I wonder as well when I die if anyone will even miss me(other than my dog) and I honestly doubt it, and, in fact, I think they'll probably actually be happy I'm gone.

Some people just want to watch the world burn.