15 Weeks.

My sunflowers are now 15 weeks and are sooo tall now that they keep falling over from the sheer height and weight and also from the wind so now I have to keep propping them up with shovels(shown in the photo here) to lean them upright and I also got 2 new flowers( one shown below I had to stand up on a chair to get the photo it's so high up, you're welcome BTW, I could have fallen and killed meinself) and even the smallest of them all, the little "runt" that was 1/4 the size of all the others has caught up somewhat, still not as tall as the others which are now towering 8-9 feet tall, but a modest 5-6 foot tall, still a respectable size for a sunflower, and even has a small bud, so you never know, and never give up; even if you are behind everyone else and grow at a slower pace you still get there, just in your own time. I saw the strangest thing on one of my plants,too: you know how sunflowers only bloom one flower? Well, I had already cut the flower off one and put it in a vase in the livingroom and now awhile later I noticed 2 new smaller buds have sprouted farther down  the stem now( the  last photo at the end) meaning that plant will have had 3 flowers, highly unusual, so I don't know if it's the weekly vitamin supplement I've been giving them in the water, or just because my sunflowers this year are "retarded" but at first I thought I was just high and imagining it, but there it is, for all the world to see, captured in a photo. I guess it's a good thing I left the plant still rooted and didn't uproot it once I cut the original flower off! To tell you the truth I did try to uproot it ( to give more room for the others)but the roots were just in too strong and too deep I wasn't able to pull it out so I just left it.

I also ordered an election lawn sign from the People's Party Of Canada  they said they'll be dropping off sometime today,and they're the only  ones fighting for freedom against tyranny and oppression of vaccine mandates and lockdowns, etc. and PM Trudeau angrily referred to them as radical fringe anti-vaxxers probably because they're the ones most at the protests against him demanding freedom, and it wouldn't surprise me either if he ended up to be the Anti-Christ  as he does fit the description: charming, handsome, persuasive, a wolf in sheep's clothing, evil on the inside, influential, powerful, with an evil hidden agenda...I'm also still going to wear white now even after Labour Day too because I'm a "rebel" like that (ha,ha) and it's sad too I heard that a fully neutered male lion will lose his mane due to low testosterone. For the past 2 days I also have really bad back, abdomenal and liver and right kidney pain so bad I'm sweaty and feel nauseated and faint from the pain and the whites of my eyes are yellow now too(and stinging and itchy) also indicating jaundice/ liver issues and I was also woken up with a baaad headache as well and yesterday poor Buddy could hardly walk(and isn't eating which isn't a good sign....) and was in rough shape too and I could tell he was in pain by the way his tail curved downwards( a sign of pain in dogs) and I got him more CBD oil(for pain, and no, it doesn't have any THC in it so he doesn't get "high"; it just relieves the pain) and as always my petty childish hubby wouldn't let me off in front of the dispensary,either as he complains it "reeks" but rather a block away and made me walk even though he knows I can't walk far and get out of breath. He's such an asshole.

I was thinking of my cousin A the other day,too. When he still lived in Europe(before he emigrated here with his first wife and kids in the early 80's) he was in the navy as he "wanted to see the world"and he ended up in a submarine off the coast of South Africa so never really did get to "see" anything, and I remember when they first came here too; I was a teen and they visited us,too and we took them to the CNE,but his ex-wife didn't like it here (who can blame her?) and went back and they got divorced and she re-marred and then got cancer and died, and he re-married too, to a Canadian woman and they had a son who is now a chef, and he's a grandfather now too from his 2 older kids. You never know how life is going to turn out though, and I'm ready to die now,too; I've already seen it all and done it all and there's really nothing left  for me anymore now and due to my Second-class status as an unvaccinated (I prefer the term organic) I can't even travel anymore or go anywhere or do anything, basically banished from life, plus I won't live under tyranny and oppression,either and would rather die than be forced to live under totalitarian mandates, restrictions, segregation, etc. and I will never submit and take the Mark Of The Beast  or go to an Internment camp, and I'm tired of chronic daily pain, and this body and mind that causes me nothing but pain, grief and misery, and a family that hates me and a life I hate,and once Buddy's gone there's simply nothing left anymore for me. I'm ready to die and be set free.

Today is the tomorrow you worried about yesterday.