Pesto.

This was dinner yesterday, one of my fave. dishes( along with Butter Chicken): Pesto chicken with pasta and peas. Even Buddy loves it; he loves Pesto and even peas( and of course chicken!) He even likes Bruschetta,too! He has pretty refined taste, esp. for a guy that licks his ass! Pesto and Alfredo are also my fave. pasta sauces. My hubby won't eat any of it though; he says they smell "gross" and he doesn't like anything with spice or any kind of flavour; just plain and boring for him but the kids are all good though and ate a wide variety of foods and aren't picky and fussy like he is. He even brags that his whole life everyone has always cooked "special" separate meals for him because he's so picky, from his mother growing up to everyone else(incl. my mother!)....except for me. I don't "cater" to pickiness and entitlement.To allergies or religious reasons yes, but NOT just because you're fussy. I do NOT enable, and it's NOT a restaurant, so you eat what's served, go without, or make your own and he gets mad and says I'm "mean" because I don't cater to him but why should I cook 2 separate meals (and do all that extra work)just because he's acting like a stubborn little kid? Besides, he's a grown man and perfectly capable of making his own food then, just the way he likes it. He also has a doc app't tomorrow because I notice his pee smells really strong like cat piss and may indicate a UTI or bladder or kidney infection and you can tell alot about your health from changes in your pee and blood and he knows that I have a good "nose" for things like this.I also wonder if I had another seizure in my sleep as Buddy had moved to the end of the bed and normally he's snuggled up right next to me so maybe I was thrashing around and kicked him?

Buddy also was so cute the other day(he always is but even more so): he was wagging his tail in his sleep and "peddling" his hind legs like he was riding a bike,and I notice at times too he has this sound like a whooping crane so does he perhaps have Canine COPD or something, and remember when I shaved that sticky stuff off his hind legs and area at least a month ago(maybe even longer, I don't remember) the fur still hasn't grown back in yet,either! I'm glad I didn't shave all of him for a joke like the 18 YR old suggested or he'd  likely stay  that way forever if for whatever reason his fur doesn't grow back and he'd be really cold, esp. in the upcoming winter!I'm also proud of my mother(who is 80) as the other day she recognized a Queen and a Rolling Stones song playing on my iPod, and I ordered her Christmas gift and I picked up the 14 YR old's the other day as well and so I thought  here I was done my Christmas shopping when my hubby says that the 22 and 25 YR olds and their BFs will be coming up to visit us for Christmas afterall, so now I still have more shopping to do! Shit! I used to also hate my natural mousy shit-brown hair too but now I actually like  the silver as it goes well with my blue eyes,and I still remember reading MAD magazine growing up too.(I still like it) and when we moved to L.A. when I was 17 I had boxes and boxes of old issues I gave to my cousin. I know someone who grew up in ritzy Bel Air in California and she grew up reading it,too, and my mother said the smartest boy in highschool also did. Everyone loves MAD! 🤣

Yesterday the Internet was also down...but only on my computer; it was fine for everyone else's and the Google Home Devices worked fine. It figures. Just my "luck". I think I really must be cursed with bad luck. Why do  these things always happen to me all the time though? Seriously? I feel like a jinx.My stomach and abdomenal pain is increasing and getting worse as well and I have a high tolerance for pain but this is getting really unbearable, even for me so I wonder if it is cancer(it must be)somewhere, and I heard on TV the dumb rednecks pay 400$ or more for a ticket just to see a stupid hockey game too and they couldn't even pay  me that much to watch it,and that must be most of their welfare cheque, and my friend in Austria also got his third booster shot of the vaxx,too,and in both Austria and Australia they're locking down  the unvaccinated, at first it was like here, they can't go to restaurants,shops, hair salons, etc. but now they're under house arrest and can't even leave their homes,and just substitute the word unvaccinated with Jews being under lockdown and you have Nazi Germany in WWII all over again. What next? Ship us all off in cattle-cars to dissident camps? The Gulag? Concentration camps to be exterminated? I refuse to  live under such tyranny and be interred  and I always was a notch above suicidal anyway but I never would have thought that the hill I would die on would be over the gov't forcing vaccines on the people and ostracizing them from society and punishing them if they don't,fighting for freedom like a revolutionary.

We all have a light inside of us waiting to shine.