Eat Dessert First.

Yesterday during my nap my hubby picked up donuts(my mother's idea, and yes, she's already back to cheating on her diabetic diet, just like I knew she would!) so I woke up and plesantly found this(melted from the heat) saved on my place-setting on the kitchen table and I had one of their new ones: chocolate, peanut butter and cream cheese, and normally Tim Hortons donuts kind of suck ( I like Dunkin' Donuts) but this one was actually good! I was originally going to save it for my breakfast this morning but then I decided to eat it last night for my snack before bed instead because just in case what if I died in my sleep overnight, for instance, and then I'd never get a chance to eat it and I miss out? That's exactly also why I go by the theory to Always eat dessert first because you just never know; what if you choke to death on your meal and never get the chance to eat and enjoy your dessert? Yesterday I also had baaad pain in my lower back on the right side soooo bad it made me wince and suck in my breath and sitting out on the veranda the other day( it's too hot to sit at the back where there's no shade) I felt a sudden sinister dark shadow overshadow me that gave me the eerie chills( sort of like a big bat shadow in those old vampire movies) and then noticed my hubby had come outside and walked past me! HA!

This is also the note I put on my food to "guard" it as around here if you don't put your name on it( and even sometime if you DO!) someone will steal it, and yesterday Buddy only had 2 'bleeds" and one during the night at 1 am and then when he sneezes blood, clots and tissue comes flying out and sprays everything around it and I got a closer look too and it's NOT actually coming from his nose( just out of it) but from his mouth; he has this big rotten loose tooth at the top that's bleeding where it's coming off from the gums and that's the actual source and he's so good too and actually lets  me open his mouth and get in there and look and apply pressure on the bleeding with a tissue and apply a numbing gel; I think he actually knows I'm trying to help him and he snuggles extra close to me for comfort,too, and the blood really stinks too and doesn't have that "coppery" odour like blood normally does, either, but rather a 'sick" stench similar to barf or diarrhrea, and he barfed this morning as well and at first I thought it was blood but when I turned on the light and looked closer it was actually brown( and not red) and just remnants of left-over undigested liver I gave him yesterday( to help make up the iron loss from all the bleeding.). My poor old boy. It hurts me to see him like this but I'm going to try and get him some yunnan baiyao, a Chinese herb that stops bleeding in the meantime and hopefully soon the tooth will come out and the bleeding will stop..

Today is also supposed to be the last day of the oppressive, suffocating heatwave( at least for now,anyway) and a thunderstorm although they've also been saying that for days and we haven't had one yet, and it's so hot the dish of water I had outside for Buddy all evaporated and my coconut oil is now melted to a clear liquid and went all rancid so when I use it to moisturize my skin I smell like a rotted coconut,  and an American Facebook friend 's friend also mentioned about going to gun shows and it shocked me; it was just so casual too, like they were talking about going to a craft show or something,and I was thinking about religion and Judaism is the original "first" religion and the Old Testament says that the Jews are God's Chosen People  but they don't acknowledge Jesus though( even though He was Jewish!) not as the Son of God or even as a prophet, and then to be a Christian you have to believe that Jesus actually was the Son of God (and not just a prophet) and to be a Muslim you have to believe that Mohammed was a prophet  yet they also believe that Jesus was a prophet too yet NOT the Son of God, and Hindus believe that God incarnates into many avatars...The Jews also believe just the Old Testament but the Christians have both  the Old and New Testaments and the Muslims Qur'an is like a combination of both plus a little bit extra and the Hindus have the Bhagavad Gita  and Buddhists don't even believe in the concept of God at all....

A plausible mission of artists is to make people appreciate being alive at least a little bit. The Beatles did.-Kurt Vonnegut.