Still Here.

Yay! I got more sunflowers! Sunflowers make me happy; they're just so cheerful! Speaking of, Mr. Sunflower also finally has 2 sunflowers that suddenly had a growth-spurt and are now 6 feet tall but the others are still puny, like only knee-height. Buddy never had any nose bleeds at all yesterday but he did  have 3 fairly heavy bleeds out of the hole in the sore on his face that never heals(I suspect cancer) although he may have also been scratching at it too causing it, I'm not sure, but seems good otherwise; he's back to eating well, wagging his tail, his eyes are "bright" once again and he's his usual happy self. I also noticed I have this tiny white thing on the left side of my nose that looks like a whitehead on a pimple so I squeezed it but nothing came out so I used tweezers but it just bled and I saw it had a long white 'root" and red flesh underneath so I wonder if maybe it's cancer,too? it's not a mere pimple like I thought it was...The FBI also raided "secret" documents from Trump that they say violates the Espionage Act so was he going to sell secrets to China, Russia, North Korea, or whoever the highest bidder is, and he has a dossier on Macron of France,too, so was he going to blackmail him? The 27 YR old also complains I don't do housework(due to my medical issues and resulting shortness of breath, sore back, fatigue,unable to exert myself,etc.) and I told him he can always do it if it bothers him so much (and I'm not the one who makes the mess)and he scoffed It's woman's work! He's what they used to refer to as a male chauvanist.

It's all about the tail! Buddy's tail is my fave. part(although I love all of him!) and my mother finally took my advice and eats small meals every 2 hours and now she doesn't feel nauseated all day; only first thing in the morning( she was hesitant to listen to me as everyone thinks I'm just a dummy and no one ever takes anything I take seriously and don't ever think I know what I'm talking about) and I'm covered in dark brown freckles/ moles now all over my arms, legs, and shoulders from the sun I look like a Dalmation or a spotted leopard and you can connect the dots, and a cousin in Europe said her 18 YR old did the Up Yours! to her and swore at her and called her names and was asking for advice how to punish her and people said to shut off her wifi, and that she's still not too old for a good smack upside the head,and I told her 18 is too old to really "punish" but to tell her that she has to be respectful to her as long as she lives under her roof and if not then she can move out on her own.Kids can be such assholes.My friend F(from grade 6) is also now in Chicago and a Facebook friend is in Panama for a month.I also have this vegan Facebook friend that supports abortion; what a hypocrite; he doesn't eat meat and doesn't support killing animals but thinks killing human babies is OK.

Sweet feet! I'm not lovable to people but at least animals love me, and next week the second-oldest and the 19 YR old visit us from BC and I hope they're NOT stupid enough to take Air Canada (the worst airline ever!!) as they'll probably cancel their flight and lose their luggage and with my "luck" watch the 19 YR old finally bring back my suitcase I let her borrow and then have the airline lose it, and the 26 YR old just has 1 semester( something like 3 classes) left to graduate and get her Psychology degree so I hope she goes back to university as it's a shame to get this far and then just quit; all that work for nothing, such a waste, like my mother's cousin's son who was in his last year of dental school and then quit and bummed around Australia; at least finish off and get your degree; you might be able to fall back on it later and still use it.The neighbours were also smoking weed and my mother quipped I should say to share or I snitch except it's legal now so no one cares and besides, I ain't no snitch, and last night my hubby was mad he was playing chess and I needed him to help me with the TV as the news was coming on in 5 minutes and there was no sound and I already tried  all the remotes and some things just can't wait; it wasn't going to wait until he finished his game and I sort of need sound  and he got mad I interrupted him, well, excuuuuuussse me for needing help, and he always thinks whatever he's doing is more important than anything for me,anyway. I'm never a priority.

So many things to remember. So many things to forget.- Bunny Wailer.