My cousin updated on his adorable Pittie puppies! How sweet is this?They are half-American too as the stud that sired them is American. He says in 4 more weeks they will be ready to go to new homes.He's asking a 500$ "downpayment" to secure a pup and that's all I'd even hope to pay for the entire dog! He's charging 2500$! I don't have that kind of $$$! I wish I could get one but it's sort of like longing for a baby when I was younger and saw babies but then you realize how much work they really are to train(both puppies and babies) and the sleepless nights in the early days and all the shit you know you'll be cleaning up for months and you think to yourself, Naaaah, maybe not...
Is this just the cutest face ever?
OMG! Just look at those beautiful eyes!
Buddy bled from the hole in the sore on his face 4 times yesterday as well but nothing overnight or today so far and when he did there were also clots that came out with the blood and at times white fleshy things that made me wonder if it's from a tumour and I really do think he's blind in that one eye,too( the one above the sore) and I could have sworn that I saw a white "reflection" on the inside of his eye of a tumour as well at the back and he's lost so much weight as well last week I could feel his ribs and now I can see them. As for me I felt this weird but cool pulsating in my belly-button area today,too, that felt like a heart beating making me wonder if maybe I have an abdomenal aortic aneurysm or something? I could feel and see it pulsing! I also freaked-out to see in the toilet when I peed it turned the blue deoderant dye a dark green!
I also woke up from my nap to take Buddy outside to pee and saw it was storming with heavy rain(and our kitchen ceiling is really leaking again now,too)....and I'd left my patio cushions out( they did say we were going to get a storm but they say that every day and we never do...)and they were soaking, drenching, dripping wet; they were so wet they were heavy, but I put them in the dryer and hoped for the best and they were ok and dried fine, and my fat hippo ass broke yet another kitchen chair( this is the 4th one now) and a wasp kept trying to sting me outside too so I'd flick the flame of my lighter at it in defence( I WILL BURN A BITCH!!) and I don't know which I'll be happier to see; the 19 YR old visiting next week from BC or my luggage she'll finally be returning after I let her borrow it over a YR ago(and I hope with my luck the airline doesn't lose it!) and her and the second-oldest will be staying at a motel,too, as our house isn't good enough for them anymore; it's "too dirty" and apparantly last time someone 'got a rash" they blame on our messy house, and I'm excited to go to the CNE (The "Ex") in 2 weeks,too; I look forward to it and it's the highlight of my year and I haven't been able to go for the past 2 YRS due to the COVID Scamdemic. I LOVE being back in the city and I feel like the Old Me again, with a reminder of my Old Life, even if just for a day.
There exists no refuge for God’s lonely man.
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