Wise Advice.

IF I COULD CALL MYSELF AT 15 YEARS OLD AND GIVE MYSELF ADVICE IT WOULD BE:

- Don't leave Toronto and move to L.A and later on Ottawa. Stay in your house in Toronto that you love as this will end up being the house that you will always see as Home.

- Stop hoping you will get better-looking as you get older. It's not going to happen.

-Don't get married and don't have kids. It might be your dream now but it will end up ruining your life and making you miserable.

-When you meet him, just walk away. You will spare yourself alot of trauma, stress, emotional abuse and unhappiness.

-Stop hoping and dreaming you will ever find love, or at least in the traditional, romantic way. it's not going to happen but God will send you the most amazing dog ever later in your life that will bring love, light, and joy into your life like you've never known.

-You will endure way more trauma, crisis, trials, and misfortune than most ever but God will always be by your side and help you get thru.

- You will finally find out in your mid-40's why everyone always called you "weird" and excluded, bullied, singled you out for ridicule, etc. You will be diagnosed at long last with Aspergers and bipolar but it will be a relief because at least now you will finally have answers and things will make sense.

- Trust your strong intuition and gut-feelings. When you have foreknowledge, dreams, and "know" things ahead of time and receive revelations and warnings listen  to them because they are accurate and the things you were forewarned about WILL end up happening.

- You won't have $$$ forever. Eventually the time will come where hard times come and the $$$ will be gone and you will struggle financially so save up $$$$ in preparation.

- There will be several medical issues ahead, difficult ones, with both you and some of your kids. Brace yourself. Very difficult times are ahead but you will get thru them.

- You will suffer depression from age 13 and battle it for the rest of your life. It will be a life-long struggle and there will be several suicide attempts but they will fail because God obviously still has a plan for you.

- Those you love and care about and trust the most will also be the ones that will betray and hurt you the most.

-From age 45 your physical and mental health will decline rapidly and you will find you can no longer do what you used to physically and you will live with chronic daily pain and you will be a "shell" of the person you once were in all aspects.

- Buy shares in Apple and  Amazon.

- Everyone you love, are friends with, or have any sort of relationship with will eventually tire of you and leave. Nothing will last.

- Your biggest fears will come true.

- You will never find happiness again. You will have intermittent periods of happiness but it's not the same. After age 12 the state  and being of happiness will forever elude you from then on.

- Once you hit your 40's you will no longer be thin anymore. You will get fat,and I mean fat, like a hippo fat, and no amount of dieting will change it. genetics, age, menopause, and changes in metabolism are your enemies.

- Walk away from J. She is NOT your friend!!!!

- Don't bother falling in love with M or hope to marry him. It turns out he's gay.

- You will have a formidible enemy that will stop at nothing to destroy you and it will force you to move to flee the danger but you will be safe and they will never find you  and after several years the danger will pass but the "price" you have to pay by living in fear and always looking over your shoulder will damage you for life.

- Who you are in your 20's and in your 50's will vastly change, due to life circumstances and experiences.

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As well, yesterday the 27 YR old went to Ribfest and he even walked in 38 C heat( which he hates!) and they were charging a whopping 16.50$ for just 4 ribs! What a rip-off!( or as he calls it, a rib-off!) but he still bought 3 of them, so that's over 50$! You could eat at a nice restaurant  for that instead of out of a greasy food truck! He also got some for my mother( she gave him the $$$) and at that price she didn't even give the 15 YR old any even though he's her Little Precious and normally she shares with him, and I saw 2 Blue jays yesterday sitting side-by-side on branches on our tree but facing opposite eachother so I guess they must be a married couple and  I sat out in the backyard on the porch smoking weed and listening to the crickets and cicadas and the Simple Things in life bring the most pleasure and I love being outside as I feel closest to God in nature and I didn't think I was high either but then when I had to remember how to take my shoes off I realized I probably was.😂

My hubby also lost weight with his pre-diabetic diet as his pants ate way looser(I'm not surprised though, eating "rabbit food" like salad,  and this morning I was the first one up so I  got to use the last towel for my bath( usually it's my hubby and I have no towel) so now he'll know what it feels like( heh,heh) and Buddy saw his friends on his morning walk today,too,and the guy told me that the people who live in Donna's old house their Basset Hound Millie just died and the woman has cancer, and he says he might move "out East"(Maritimes) where it's cheaper as even rent here in Bumble-F*ck is 1300$ a month and he said he might have to start going to the food bank soon,  and I saw L across the street(I haven't seen for awhile) and I was shocked how old and feeble she looked; she's aged alot and deterioriated since her beloved dog Paddington( a Shih-Tzu) died some 3-4 YRS ago and now she looks dishevelled, hunched over, old, haggard, shuffles along, disoriented and her hubby had to help her from the car to the house, and The Teacher across the street also brought in a new mattress and him and a guy also rented a van and brought in new dressers, etc.  and he's away overnight and weekends alot so I wonder if after living all alone in that house all these years he's finally found someone and the guy's maybe moving in? I hope so.I'm happy for anyone who finds love.

On my tombstone when I go just put Death by Rock & Roll.-The Pretty Reckless. 

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