Indian Summer.

It's been sooo nice and warm and sunny now for the past few days( and supposed to be all week) 20 C (normal for this time of year is around 12 C)I'm back outside for like 5 HRS each day! it's like Indian Summer and I'm just loving it! The new weed the 28 YR old gave me from his boss that he grows is wonderful as well and works so well I haven't had stomach pain in a few days now as well and today his boss called in sick to work( and he was more disappointed in missing work than in missing a day's pay; he likes his job so much!) which is a switch; usually it's the employee that calls in sick, not the boss! I'm also wearing my new funderwear and I have a lightpurple and a dark purple one and a striped purple one and they're full-sized briefs, or what would also commonly be referred to as Old Lady Granny panties but even when I was younger I still always wore them as they're simply more comfortable; I never liked 'bikini" underwear or thongs as it always feels like I have a "wedgie"! I can still remember too when the 21 YR old still lived here finding her slutty underwear( lacy thongs) in the laundry,too, and it always grossed me out and it made me feel dirty just touching them!😂

Buddy enjoys being out in the sun as well and all the fallen autumn leaves are also good to use as butt-wipes to wipe his ass after he's done a shit and after it rains it's even better too because they're wet, and yesterday he woke me up out of my nap by licking my feet telling me he had to go out and shit(which he did) and when I woke up I was in such a good sleep I thought it was morning,too, and everyone was gone and for a moment there I'd even wondered if everyone had been Raptured except for me! I also gave Buddy a bath(he really needed it; he was smelling really ripe but bending over to do it puts my bad back out even more and now I feel crippled) and cut his nails yesterday and he was mad at me and shunned me for awhile and he often makes these cute little grunting noises as well  and sounds like a little piglet and with few teeth left(because he's so old) his tongue often hangs out of his mouth as well and makes him looks like a retard but he's my retard and I love him, and my hubby's birthday is also this week and he turns 59 (which is close to 60!) and he always taunts me that I'm "old" when I'm 4 years younger than he is, so what does that make him then? I also listen to the 23 YR old's podcasts but haven't for the past 2 weeks because the topic is Satan's Day (Halloween) related and it concerns me how deeply she's gotten into the occult and how all of the kids have embraced it and been lost to the world in general and turned away from God even though I did my job and tried my best trying to raise them godly.

Last night I was also out on the back porch in the dark smoking the Jazz Cabbage  when I heard something rustling in the tree right behind me and I'd like to think that it was just something harmless like a squirrel or a raccoon, and yesterday I overheard my mother pretty much "tattling" on me to my hubby about something,You know what she said about me now?(and all it was was she'd said she'd ran out of coffee and I said why didn't she put it on the grocery list and she said she 'didn't realize" she was that low and I told her no one else is going to notice if she's running out; it's up to her to keep track of her stuff but she made a big deal out of it as always; everything I say is always "twisted" around and used against me) like she was "informing" on me and "snitching" on me, scurrying off to him, almost as if to gain "points" and "favour" with him against me; it's a sick game she plays, and in the chess world Hans Niemann has now charged Magnus Carlsen with a 100$ million defamation lawsuit as he accused him of cheating(and by using-get this- vibrating anal beads-to tell him which moves to make!yes....for real!!) because with his inflated ego he thinks that there's no possible way that anyone(and esp. some snotty 19 YR old kid) could possibly beat him unless they must be cheating and now he's been blacklisted and his reputation has been damaged, and I also wonder as well if miscarried babies the soul changed its mind and decided it didn't want to incarnate into that body/lifetime and leaves early and returns to the spirit world; leaving before the "contract" is up, sort of like quitting your job,and maybe it's the same when kids die young,too?

Love never gives up.