Today already sucks and I just woke up.
Last night we couldn't find my stocking. Everyone else's yes, but not mine. Of course. Why do these things always happen to me? So then I just found an extra one and said I'll use that but my mother said it didn't have my name on it but I said I don't care but she still didn't want me to use it for some reason and then with the blizzard our friend's bakery was closed so we couldn't pick up the pumpkin pies we'd ordered for Christmas dinner and for me that's my fave. part and I was thinking maybe I could make ones last-minute except we didn't have any cream but I could always substitute cream with combining milk and butter....except we don't have enough butter,either, and no crust...luckily my hubby saved Christmas dinner by braving driving out in the blizzard and went to the grocery store( the one business that still was open but closed at 3 pm,even my BFF had to close her restaurant yesterday and then and today is usually her busiest time) and got 2 pumpkin pies, but I sampled some this morning for breakfast and it was gross; it wasn't creamy but tasted watery and left a gross after-taste, even Buddy( who loves pumpkin!) wouldn't eat it all.Then to top it all off my mother said she had a nice fuzzy warm pair of socks for my gift( which was probably the only gift I get other than the weed from the 28 YR old which is my fave. gift!) only she somehow managed to lose them( even though they were in the same bag as the gifts for the 23 and 26 YR old's BF's and she didn't lose theirs; just mine....of course) I'm just soooo sick and tired these things always happen to me! I swear I must be cursed and have the worst "luck" ever, and it never fails whevever I get excited or look forward to something I always get let-down and disappointed.For the rest of the day I'm just going to act like it's any other usual day and nothing special.
I'm done already.
F*ck it.
I got bath-bombs and chocolates in my stocking and they said all trains between Toronto and Ottawa are cancelled today(Trudeau's also supposed to be in Jamaica which is too good for him but hopefully his flight got cancelled like everyone else's) and the 26 YR old's train was cancelled as well so he might not even be able to come up to visit today afterall(but at least he won't be able to exclude me by giving gifts to everyone but me like he always does) and the 23 YR old is already in Toronto at her BF's parents' house for the past couple of days and that's actually the reason why she won't be here today until late( 5 pm or later) NOT because of the weather but because she's spending the day there with them instead of here(where she belongs) with her own family and she always does this( she did it before weith her other BF too) and it pisses me off; she should be spending it with her family and he can spend it with his; why does she put priority of entertaining and trying to impress strangers she's not even related to than spending the day with her own family? She always puts her BF and his family before us and it's not right. My hubby said next year he'll just go up to BC(and the 24 YR old left Edmonton to visit his sisters in BC to "get away" from the bad weather too except now BC got hit with a massive blizzard,too!HA!) and visit the girls there and my mother and I can just stay here but this is likely the last Christmas for her, Buddy,and I anyway,and the kids obviously don't care enough to make the effort to be here on time with us anyway so why should we care or make the effort for them? My hubby also says the blizzard is my fault because I wanted snow for Christmas and he said Be careful what you ask for because you just might get it! It was the same with having kids,too.
If you tell the truth, you don't have to remember anything.
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