Stupido.

My name is Leonardo. I am a retardo, I live on Sunnybrook Farm, beep, beep!

When my hubby told me what happened this is the first thing that came to mind.As it turned out he didn't just drive the 26 YR old to Oshawa to get his train back to London.....but all the way to London! They stopped off at Pizza Hut first along the way except it had moved and they didn't know where and the GPS broke so it took him forever to find it and by the time he finally got to Oshawa they had 15 minutes to get to the train but didn't make it( that's what happens when you don't leave early enough and leave enough extra time for mishaps) so he ended up driving all the way to London and when they got there discovered his water pipes had frozen and burst with the cold and made a flood so he had to also deal with that and it was late and he was tired so he just stayed overnight and came home the next day. Duh!I think it would have just been a whole lot easier to have the 26 YR old stay here overnight instead and just take the next train back home the next day. I notice as well that I'm the only one in this house that actually uses the new proper pronouns for him,too; he/him; everyone else still calls him her/she. It just takes getting used  to but at least I'm trying.If that's the way he self-identifies and that's what makes him happy then what's the harm? It's not hurting anybody and no one should have to live a lie and hide who they really are.

Because my hubby was running late and dawdling(like he always does) by the time he finally went to check out the TV's on sale of course they were all gone, which is why I told him he should have gone on Boxing Day before they all sold out but of course no one ever listens to me and I realized as well he never gave me a Christmas gift either and his excuse, I didn't know what you wanted which is horsehit since I did send him my Amazon Wish List with 7 or so items on it so all he had to do was pick one item for my gift.I'm pretty sure I have a sinus infection(my mother's father also had regularly) as well between the baaad heacache and now the lymph node on the left side of my neck is also swollen,too, and I have a fever as my face is all flushed and really pale and my skin feels hot and I feel all sweaty and so bad last night I couldn't sleep until 2 am, maybe it could be meningitis though as my neck is also really stiff and sore,too, and weed is my second-fave. best friend,too; Buddy is my first best friend,and my brother-in-law almost died,as well, an allergic reaction to Penecillian, and I remember my 2 oldest kids are allergic to it,too(they broke out in hives), and why do we always "inherit" only the bad traits( big ears, crooked toes and teeth, allergies, mental illness and other medical issues,etc) but never the good stuff like curly hair?

I also realized that my mother is like Buddy; they both sleep 22/23 hours a day and my mother also doesn't seem to understand that I show I care when I saw things to her like, When did you last eat? You should eat something; you have to eat more to regulate your glucose and so you don't always feel so tired and nauseated. Did you take your meds? You have to take them on time and make an effort if you want to feel better! Go outside and get some sun and fresh air; you'll feel better! Are you still alive? etc. and at the old house in Ottawa over 20 years ago we used to have this cockatiel as well I named Lyotcheek and every day I would let it out of the cage to fly around the house but it would never come back into the cage and I'd have to chase it around all over the house(and it would shit everywhere) and catch it to put it back and at the time I thought it was just being disobedient but now realize it just wanted to be free and fly like it was meant to and didn't want to be confined to a cage and I can also relate to that; that's exactly how I feel,too.

With the snowflakes all around feels like heaven's reaching down to tell us here on earth were not alone.-Amy Sky