Mystery Solved.

I finally solved the mystery of who shit in the bathtub!

At first I thought maybe the sewer had backed up into the drain but there was waaaay too much shit for that so I figured no way; someone had shit in there, and then I wondered if maybe my  hubby had purposely did it as a revenge, maybe for me confiscating his phone at the restaurant, to get "back" at me since he is  vindictive and petty that way, and if that was the case I was furiously mad  and fed up and that would have been the last straw; that would have crossed a line and I was all set to tell him to just pack his shit and move out...

but....

As it turns out it wasn't.

It wasn't even on purpose, which changes everything. To me motive, intent, and circumstance means everything. At first I was furious; now I'm worried.

It was the 28 YR old, who had food poisoning, which my hubby originally suggested, and sneered to me, I told you it was him but you never listen! but I just thought if he was guilty of course he'd shift blame to someone else and at the time the 28 YR old wasn't here  at the time to defend himself or around for me to ask as he was at work all day( plus, I figured he musn't be that sick if he went to work,right?) but as soon as he got home I asked him and he said it was him, and that he was sooo sick he basically just collapsed into the tub; that's as far as he got, and he was violently barfing and had diarrhrea and just passed out in the tub and woke up an unknown time later covered in barf and shit all in his hair and face. Ewww! He said he did clean 80% of it,too, so what was left was only a bit of it, so I hate to think how much was originally there then and he said he still has lots of bright red blood  in his shit too and his stomach hurts really bad so I told him to go to the ER as it sounds like not just food poisoning but most likely bacteria or parasite, like worms or something, some of which can even be fatal, and he's always  getting food poisoning from undercooked food and he always eats weird stuff too, and lately alot of frogs legs and oysters.

So he went last night after work and I wasn't able to get to sleep as I was nervous and frantic with worry not knowing what was happening and it got to Midnight and he still wasn't back but eventually I just got so tired sleep overtook me and I was unaware and just woke up at 3 am not knowing I had even fallen asleep, but no one knows how much I secretly worry silently but I got up and saw his bedroom door was closed and the light was off so I knew he was back home at least so I felt a bit better and it turned out he was gone 5 hours and got back around 1 am but all they did was give him a kit to put shit samples in and send to Public Health for analysis to find out exactly which parasite it is. but no prescription but he did have an IV and some pills while there.I swear, that boy is always food poisoning himself! I've never known anyone to get it as often as he does and the last time it was from uncooked cassava root!He's always worried me as well as ever since he was little I've always had a bad feeling that he was going to die young,too, so every time something happens to him I get scared that this might be "it."

I also keep having these recurring dreams I run into a bear so I wonder if it means I will or if it just signifies Mother Russia in some way, and I wonder as well if the reason I have stomach and abdomenal pain and blood in my pee but nothing shows up on tests and scans is because maybe my hubby is poisoning  me and the Shadow People are back again as well; I saw one just the other day in the hallway; a moving human-like shadow reflected in the sun even though no one was there, and Buddy turns 17 in just 3 more days too and I can't help but wonder how much time he has left and it feels like we're living on "borrowed" time and the worst day for me will be the day he dies and nothing will be worse than seeing the life of the one I love most in the world slipping away.

Oh, how I want to be free Oh, I want to break free.-Queen