Weekend Update.

From the ice pellets and freezing rain everything is now all coated in a shiny thin crystal-like layer of ice or icicles, incl. trees and it just looks so magical and then we got a light dusting of snow(all the other snow from before had melted) but today it's going up to a mild 7 C but then on Wednesday we're getting 10-15 cm of snow! This so-called "winter" has been really strange and the enviro-freaks will cry Global Warming and Climate Change when God's People know that it's really actually unusual and extreme weather patterns and increased natural disasters in the Last Days just as revealed in the Book of Revelation. It also pisses me off that even though my mother complained she didn't have any warm winter boots and my hubby and I went together and bought her a pair of nice warm ones that cost almost 200$ she still didn't wear them to the restaurant the other day but her shoes, saying she "would be too hot" and she doesn't wear the slippers I got her for Christmas,either, or the expensive Oodie  the kids got her for Christmas a couple of years ago,either that cost 100$, saying she can't scan her glucose sensor with it on and it's "too hard" to get off going to the bathroom,etc. It's just a waste of $$$ buying anything for her.  She also stole my jelly donut( she's not even supposed to be eating with her diabetes,anyway!) and thinks because she's old it's an "excuse" to do and take whatever she wants.She really has some nerve and I've had just about all I can take with her. She also had good music playing for once,too, and not the usual "pussy" crap and when I told her, Way to go!  then she told me that it was MY radio that was still left on from before.

My oldest also turns 34 later this year and when I was 34 I already had 8 kids yet none of my 11 kids even has one kid yet( but they're better off) and everyone says that you love your grandkids more than your kids,too, and I wonder if that's true but I hope to never find out, and people might wonder now that I have a trans kid myself if I feel any "different" too but it's the same; you do you just leave the rest of us alone; just like how people don't like having religion "shoved down their throats" it's the same; they don't like having LGBT, feminism, veganism, environmentalism,"Woke"-ism, etc. in their face, either, and the 28 YR old said him having a parasite now he has an idea what it's like to be prego, and I wonder if Patti maybe even died,too, as she hasn't posted on her Facebook for years now and she used to several times a day. I was also taking too "long" according to Buddy and he barked at me to hurry up and I told him I was sorry. I apologized to a dog. I can't believe this is what my life has become.

The other day after smoking weed I also ate an entire box of Valentine's chocolates but in my defense it was also a small box with only 8 chocolates in it, and the Def Leppard song Love Bites always makes me think of G too, and I see him as the One That Got Away  and every time I hear that song I think of him and I smile and I hope that he's happy, and I don't regret my time being with JW and LDS either and I'm glad I met the wonderful people I met and the friends I had it's just that with the JW's I felt so confined, restricted and censored; I had no problems with them Scripturally; but I could never conform and I was always being "called-out" and scolded for having my own opinion and expressing myself and with LDS they had some really weird beliefs I just couldn't accept the deeper I got into it plus I always felt such tremendours pressure to be the "perfect" Mormon mother and family I felt like an imposter.

We are living in a time that we can do nothing but trust God.-Lisa Lim