Just For Now.

Check out this cool icicle on one of our vines! We're supposed to be getting a bit more snow today but only like 5 cm or less, nothing like the 30 cm or so we had last time and alot of that has melted as it's been warm lately. My abdomenal pain is still reaaaally bad and recently also a bad pain in my lower rib area on the right side at the back as well making me wonder if it's maybe a tumour on the rib perhaps or a pulmonary embolism( on the lung) or maybe even a lung tumour (either one would also explain my chronic cough)and at times even my arms and legs feel weak and numb and tingly too(and the vertebrae at the back of my neck hurt and are stiff) so maybe I have something pressing on my spine, such as a tumour ,slipped disc,or a pinched nerve?I'm all buggered-up.I also wondered why my thumb hurt and then remembered I burned it with the lighter lighting my bong the other day and now it's all red and swollen. I feel like an old broken down jalopy. Buddy also did this enormous turbo turd and holy f*ck does my dog ever have such a big asshole! 😂 My mother also thought the singer Seal was from Africa and had tribal scars on his face because he's Black when really he's British and the scars are from childhood acne and I told her she was being a racist asshole, and USA isn't allowing a tennis star to enter the country to play in a match  as he's unvaccinated and yet my hubby thinks they'll still let him in unvaccinated to play in a chess tournament. Yeah.....good luck with that.

My mother also asked me to help her with something so I did but then she complained that I did it wrong so I told her if she asks someone for help and they help her she really shouldn't complain about how they do it; that's no way to show gratitude, and I heard this thing on the radio as well asking if you had power what would you do and I said fly  and an ad asked What makes you proud to be Canadian  and I said nothing and when I asked the Google Home device how to spell a word when it said the letter "i" it pronounced it with an American Southern accent. I also soaked in a nice soothing relaxing lavender bath this morning and had my recurring dream I move back to my old Toronto house again and in this version someone had painted the walls that ugly diarrhrea green colour I hate and also spray-painted f*ck  all over the walls in black and I had to spend all the $$$ I have left to replace wallpaper, paint,and carpeting..

 You can't fix ugly.-Tom Jackson