Swamp Water.

I used the good Lush bath-bomb my hubby got me and it turned the water a deep dark green( shown here) and if I was thinking I should have saved it for St. Patrick's Day, not realizing it's just in a couple of days but oh,well. My hubby said not to post it until then but he doesn't even know I have this blog anyway so he won't know and I won't post it on my Facebook until the 17th. I was hoping it wouldn't permantly stain my skin and/or the tub green but it was ok and it also reminded me of Chicago(I think it is) that dyes their river green every year for the occasion. It also looks like our pool when it gets infected with algae. My abdomen still also hurts as well as my lower back and I got my CT scan app't but not until the end of June, assuming whatever it is doesn't kill me before then, and what if it's cancer though; don't they realize how much it can spread in 3 months? This shithole is just soooo half-assed. Buddy also did a shit on the carpet in the hallway and my mother shit on the bathroom floor and I can tell indicating by the shape and "consistancy" who is guilty and who did it( he does turds and hers are plops); I should work for the FBI! I also saw a flock of birds huddled together under a neighbour's outside dryer vent, keeping warm under the steam. Whoever said that animals are "dumb?"

I tried the new McDonald's Chicken Big Mac (yes, you read that right) which is exactly the same as their regular Big Mac; it even has the same yummy special sauce, only instead of 2 beef patties it's chicken and it was good but it f*cked me up psychologically though because my mind tells me( and has been "programmed" to expect) that a Big Mac has beef and my mouth knew that something was missing when I couldn't taste the beef and it felt like something was missing and so it felt like my mouth and my mind were at "odds" trying to figure out what the f*ck was happening,  and it was confusing,and whenever I say or ask anything my hubby always refers to my speaking condescendingly as What are you yakking about NOW? and my mother is so lazy as well she decided not to go to the hair salon she originally wanted to go to( the one that's closest and has room for her walker) even though it's been months and she really needs a haircut desperately because she'd have to actually take the time to phone them herself to book an app't as opposed to me being able to book it online for  her or just a walk-in!I swear, she makes everything more difficult than it has to be, insists people do everything for her, serve her, cater to her, and is difficult to live with! When I said I just don't understand her she snarks, You don't have to understand me!

I also saw the movie Everything Everywhere All At Once  and when I first read the outline I thought it sounded stupid but to be fair I'd give it a try and I actually ended up liking it and it was the most bizarre, wackiest, craziest, fantastical movie I think I have ever seen, with a woman who beat up a guy with huge dildoes, people with long hotdog fingers, and the scene swinging the dog on the leash cracked me up so much I peed my pants! They also said that all the failures in this life are actually just success in your parallel lives. If that was true then that must mean that I'm very successful in my parallel lives and the title  Everything Everywhere All At Once is also a good description of my life,too.

That until there are no longer First-class and second-class citizens of any nation Until the colour of a man's skin Is of no more significance than the colour of his eyes Me say war.-Bob Marley