Just Life.

Not too much going on except we finally get our new dryer delivered today but not until the afternoon which sucks as I was hoping it would be in the morning so I could get a load of laundry done early. I literally gave the old dryer a kiss goodbye and thanked it for all its years of service and I checked back in my old blog and was surprised to see it was 13 years ago we bought it(along with the washing machine) I didn't realize it had been that long! Time just goes by so fast and more so the older you get. When you're a kid a week seems like a long time and the summer feels like forever but an adult a decade just flies right by! Yesterday my stomach, back,and abdomenal pain was also so bad it felt like someone kept stabbing my right side with a white-hot poker and I felt sick to my stomach, woozy,and dizzy from the pain and now it feels like a combination of really baaad constipation pain( even though I'm not actually constipated) and being kicked in the stomach by a horse and I get a bit of relief when I bear down and push like trying to do a shit and I wonder if it might be my appendix (or cancer?)given the location(lower right abdomen) and level of pain and wonder if maybe the ultrasound might have missed something and hope the CT scan will be more accurate assuming I'm still alive by June and I wonder too what will end up killing me or if all the organs will get together to take me down and it'll be a team effort? My colon also keeps on making these ungodly gurgling noises and my fingernails are a purple/blue-ish so my circulation or heart (= low oxygen levels)is probably really bad.

I also saw the most expensive sandwich in the world costs over 200$ and is basically a glorified grilled cheese and I thought 15$ for a hamburger was too much and there's something extra special about Easter chocolate as well; it has a special taste, and I brought my mother rice and she complained that I "put it on top of her cheese" and no matter what I do ( or do for her) it's just never good enough and it never has been and never will be and I'm sick and tired of her always being so critical, and the other day she was going on about something too and admonished me, Don't you ever listen? because I didn't do what she told me and I replied, Not to YOU because you're always so full of shit! 

It annoys me on the Google Home Device listening to the radio thru it on an app called Tune-In or Tuned-In or whatever it's called it always has this really annoying habit of playing ads at the worst time,too, when I'm trying to listen to a news report it interrupts it or right in the middle of a song which is so disrespectful, and yesterday it was funny,too: I wondered why my hubby hadn't left the driveway yet for the 16 YR old's activity as the car was still there....but he had and it was actually my weed delivery guy that had just arrived; he had the exact same car and had just pulled up into the driveway.Yesterday my hubby and I both reached in the drawer for the last spoon at the same time as well and he bumped my hand out of the way to get an advantage and quickly snatched it. That just shows what kind of person he really is.I also haven't seen the wild rabbits in our yard for days either but I did see a cat so I hope it didn't kill them; I hate cats.

Ooh, dream weaver I believe you can get me through the night Ooh, dream weaver I believe we can reach the morning light.-Gary Wright