The Spoon.

I've noticed for days now there's a spoon( pictured here) tired to the faucet on the kitchen sink. I thought my hubby did it for some unknown reason( so I just left it) and he thought I did it but it turned out it was neither of us but the 28 YR old and I asked him why(I couldn't figure it out for the life of me) and he said it's like a sort of "spout" he uses to make the water flow easier from the tap to his bucket he fills up with water to take up to his room(it lasts longer than just a small water bottle he'd have to keep filling up). It makes sense I guess except that's the spoon I use for scooping when I cook! Awhile ago one of the Home Care people also noticed the plastic fork taped to our front door on the inside handle and asked about it and I honestly didn't know what to tell her or why it's there; one of the kids did it but I have no idea why and I just told her, My family is just weird. You never know what to expect or what you're going to find in this house. I also heard Cyndi Lauper is 70  and that makes me feel really old as I used to listen to her back in high school in the 80's and I also heard back in the day once this shithole allowed Chinese to immigrate they had a "head tax" for every Chinese immigrant, the racist assholes. I guess they "showed" them though since most immigrants now in Vancouver and Toronto are Chinese!(although it might be Indian now in Toronto; it's close.) and 90-95% of my friends in high school were Chinese,too!

A tragic ending to the tourist sub looking for Titanic wreckage as well: they found debris from it and evidence it imploded, so they're all dead, being crushed to death(imagine paying 250K only to die?), but I hope at least they got to see the Titanic wreckage first, and at least their final resting place is next to the Titanic that meant so much to them, and the CEO went down with the ship, and now the ER is closed for construction as well so now we have to go all the way around the long way to visit my mother and yesterday when I phoned her she literally begged  she really needed to see the 16 YR old and when I told her I visit her every day; isn't that something? She said it's "not the same"  and I reminded her that I'm the only one that comes faithfully every day and isn't that good enough for her, she said he's her "support" and that really hurt and just broke my heart; me going to see her isn't enough; I've never been enough and never been good enough and I was so hurt I didn't go see her yesterday; I just didn't have it in me and he was really the only one she wanted to see,anyway, so just he went....and after all that she was asleep and didn't wake up so he just gave up and came back! 

Both the oldest and the 22 YR old have defaulted on their student loans as well and the debt collectors are trying to contact the 22 YR old but she doesn't have a phone as she can't pay her phone bill and now my poor hubby is stuck paying their debts because he co-signed( which in hindsight wasn't such a good idea) and I don't think that's right; they're both adults  and have jobs and he shouldn't be stuck paying their debts; it's their responsibility!On Sunday I also finally get my CT scan after waiting 3 mos. and the last one I got was 10 years or so ago( which diagnosed my diverticulitis) and I hope something shows up to explain my stomach, abdomenal,and back pain; that I finally have some answers, and the cough I've had for months is also worsening as well...I suspect cancer...

Money brings you the woman you want, struggle brings you the woman you need.-Sean Lana