Running With Scissors.(Formerly HippoRastaPotamus): Buy Me.

This is the neighbour's house at the corner the one that our friends from the old church used to live in(the ones that have the bakery) but since then have gone thru 3-4 families and is now up for sale once again now for 799K. I don't like the black and white colour theme though; it's too boring. I like bright, loud, cheerful, happy colours. This looks too blah and too much like a "show" house ; too pristine,and not like a "real" house that a family actually lives in. It's also at least back to the original white on the outside; one family painted it that disgusting diarrhrea/olive/guacamole green and it was just soooo ugly but the ones that live there now were smart enough to re-paint it white which looks much better. I don't know why anyone would paint anything diarrhrea green, even if there was a paint sale! Just ugh!

I also noticed another neighbour's house is a beautiful light brown brick and they're ruining it by putting ugly tacky white vinyl siding over on top of it and now it went from looking estate-like to cheap, and my friend D( from grade 6) recently bought a vineyard and sadly huis first crop failed; between the weather( either too cold or too rainy) and insects the grapes weren't suitable for wine making and I also had a weird dream last night that my BFF had to lie to her parents to come visit me even though she's a grown adult now and an orphan; both her parents have died, and Buddy also had eggs the other day too and now he keeps farting in bed beside me and even as I sit here at my computer and he's snuggled up next to me on his little cushion he still keeps farting away and it's just sooooo gross!

The 28 YR old was also the only one to thank me for making Thanksgiving dinner and I remember when I was a kid and visiting my Babushka on holidays or even just on the weekend I always thanked her for dinner, and whenever any of us goes away anywhere for a week or more the kids always make Welcome Home! signs as well they hang on the wall for the return and they do it for everyone, incl. my mother, but never did it for me when I came back from my trip, further showing how I'm not(and never have been) a part of this family and how they always push me out, and my hubby made a mean comment too how I "wouldn't work even if I didn't have kids" although with my autism and bipolar he knows very well that I couldn't.

My hubby also did finally take the A/C out of my bedroom window....but he just left it there right in the middle of the floor( instead of putting it back in the corner where it belongs) in the middle of the room for me to trip over, knowing I don't have the strength to lift carry and move it (and my back can't take it) but I had no choice because I couldn't just leave it there and of course I huffed and puffed and put my back "out" even more because he couldn't take the extra few seconds to make my life a bit easier with no effort for him, and he "sold out" as well and now sympathizes with the Enviro freaks after before always being the first one to make fun of them and always saying how stupid and ridiculous they are so I guess the indoctrination, propaganda, and "conditioning" eventually got to him.

Whenever I sing along to my music(it makes me feel good) the 16 YR old also blasts redneck country music knowing I hate it; he does it as "revenge" and "punishment" for me singing just because he doesn't like it and tells me not to and I do it anyway; for some reason he thinks that he's the "boss" and for me the most "natural" cause of death eventually will most likely end up to be suicide, and my hubby also said when he sells the house he can give me some of my own $$$(ooooh, how "generous" of him!) and it would be enough to move to Jamaica and live for 20 years because 'living in Jamaica is 'cheap'" except that I don't want to sell the house or move and it's NOT his to sell. Plus, how can I move on my own when I need someone to help me with banking, bills, taxes, etc, anyway? I'm staying in my house until I die whether he likes it or not and then once I'm gone they can do whatever they want.