Winter Beauty.

We got lots of snow yesterday and look how beautiful it is! It's like a magical fairytale winter wonderland!  Last night I sat out smoking a doobie, enjoying watching the fresh snow falling down. It's one of my simple pleasures.It's supposed to get up to 5 C and 7 C today and tomorrow though and rain and wash most of it all away. 

Shit.

 That really sucks.

 This morning when I wiped my ass after a shit (I always check the toilet paper to make sure it wipes clean so I won't leave a "skid mark" on my pants)there was also bright red blood (and NOT just a little bit,either!) and some small clots so something is bleeding inside somewhere ( my guess would be my colon) which would explain the really bad stomach, abdomenl, and back pain I've been having for the past few days ( and also feel dizzy and sweaty as well) so something in here is crying out for help, but what? Earlier I was even wondering if it was maybe not even my stomach that hurt but my liver, but now with the bleeding I'm more likely going with my colon, considering the bleeding came out of my ass, although it could really be from anywhere and that's just the easiest exit point. It also still really hurts under my right ribs as well and I wondered if it might have even been a pulmonary embolism or something.

My hubby's MRI was cancelled yesterday as well as the machine Broke (ha, ha!) despite him always bragging and gloating that "everything always works out for him" (rubbing it in my face because it doesn't for me) and they tried to re-book it for when he's away in BC next month so now it's not for another month, at the end of next month. So much for everything always working out for him! HA! Now he knows how I always feel! It's also been exactly 2 weeks since Buddy's stroke and he's back to normal, thank God, and he's got his normal voracious appetite back again,too. The Federal court also ruled the Fascist gov't envoking the Emergency Act  on the anti-vax protesters last year was unconstitutional  and violated human rights (yay! victory!!) but the assholes still don't think they did anything wrong and refuse to apologize for it and are appealing it, and my fave. numbers have always been 2 and 4 ,too( I was even born on the 4th) and today is Jan 24/2024, so 24/24= 2 and 4, so maybe today will be a special day for me?

I've been trying a long, long time still I didn't make it Everything I try to do seem to go wrong It seems I have done something wrong But they're trying to keep me down.-Delroy Wilson