Hobo Pants.

I found this funky baggy hobo pants online I seriously love and wanted to order from Singapore and I'd ordered a dress from them years ago so I know they're legit( although they size small so you have to order really big since it's from Asia and they're small, like when the second oldest lived and worked in Japan a few years she said she felt like a giant because she's tall and had trouble finding clothes) but when I translated the price it ended up being 175$ which is too much (I could get more dreadlocks for that, and, in fact, I did) so I decided against it. I could also hear my mother's voice in the back of my head scolding me like she did with my ripped jeans saying People will think that you're poor! and Why would you pay so much $$$$ for something that looks like a rag that crawled out of a Goodwill donation box? 😂 HA! I was also sooo sweaty last night I had to sleep topless too but I can't tell if it's from my fever from the virus or just menopause and I was also woken up again during the night from my cough and it's so bad now as well my chest, ribs ,and abdomen hurt and it even hurts to breathe!

I also came across this photo of moi way back from 2003 and it's one of my faves because I was still thin despite still being post-partum with the second-youngest who was just born 9 days before.We had just recently moved into the house and it was before we had it painted and got the new custom-made curtains. You can also notice the ficus/fig tree in the background that we still have. I swear, that thing must be eternal/immortal.

I also heard a radio ad saying Your next car is closer than you think and I said to myself inside my head, Yeah, it's in my driveway and poor Buddy looked really sad yesterday and I can't help but wonder if he's maybe worried about me with the way I always keep hacking and coughing.He's so sweet and no one has ever loved me like he does.

I also finally got a Beavertail pastry yesterday and it was funny,too: my hubby said he was going for a walk and I suggested he pick up one of the cinnimin Beavertails at the new place while he's out and then he said it would be something like a 3 HR walk due to how far away it was and I said Well, I don't know how far you're going for your walk and it turned out he did return with it afterall; he took the car and the "walk" was just a pretense, a "cover" and he'd planned on getting it all along only it was supposed to be a surprise I wasn't supposed to know about; I was supposed to think he was just going for a walk and then he was going to come back and surprise me with the BeaverTail but it turned out we both had the same idea at the same time but in the end Istill  got my yummy pastry......with a few bites already taken out of it!😡

When I had Buddy out yesterday for one of his bathroom breaks it also started hailing all of a sudden out of nowhere; this big dark cloud suddenly appeared and .....BAM!  it pelted us with heavy hail; round white ice pellets that bounced off the ground and made a funny sound. I got a photo of  some of them here that had landed on the surface of the pool cover before they later melted. In the photo they may look just like snow but I can assure you that they are hail; they are ice pellets because I saw them, heard them, and felt them and they hurt; they weren't snow, although later on we had some snow but it melted once it hit the ground. It's also spring this week too but you'd never know it; the weather says winter. It's cold all week so no sitting outside this week.

Sometimes there’s no way to win, sometimes it’s just choosing what makes you feel less bad instead of the things that make it worse.-Rebecca