Tuesday, July 2, 2024

Pondering For The Day.


 

The Big One.

Last night it wasn't cramps and diarrhrea that woke me up and kept me awake like the night before but really baaad stomach pain( I'd rate it 7/10 on the pain scale!) just above the belly-button. It woke me up at 2 am and I couldn't get back to sleep until 5 am the pain was so bad and it was so bad I woke up drenched in sweat as well, and so much so my entire shirt was soaked in sweat. It felt like I'd been kicked by a horse and even made me wonder if maybe my stomach ulcers had perforated or something or I had some sort of obstruction I even debated waking up my hubby and going to the ER but decided against it because it was too painful to even be able to sit up in the waiting room; all I could do was just lay on my side curled up in a little ball and rock back & forth and grit my teeth with the pain. With everything going on it also makes me wonder too if it's all leading up to The Big One, like a heart-attack or ruptured aneurysm or something that will finally be the end of me. There's definitely something going on in here and whatever it is it's getting much,much worse.

Last night the 29 YR old also went out  the back and smoked a Big Fatty with bubble hash in it and he was kind enough to let me have a drag, and my hubby was mad as well that I only took my clean bong out of the dishwasher and left the other dishes; he expected me to take everything out with it even though I only needed the bong, and I just figure when anyone needs a clean dish they can just open the dishwasher up and get one like I did; why do I have to be the one to take everything out? I fail to see the problem here, and this morning they said on the radio that over the weekend we had an earthquake here as well; it was under Lake Ontario with the epicentre in a town not too far from us and it was felt here but it was around 11:30 pm and so I was already in bed asleep so I never felt it or noticed anything.

I also found this from yesterday,too, and the little weasel didn't even have the courage to speak in Ottawa like he usually does on Canada Day(and now even his own party is pressing for him to resign, ha,ha) likely for fear of being booed by the large crowds like he has been lately and the US Supreme Court also ruled that Trump(and any more presidents) has immunity from prosecution while in office which is a really scary and dangerous thing,too, esp. for someone like him who is so shady and unstable, so if he's re-elected(God forbid!), for example, it's a free-for-all card where he can commit any crime he wants without punishment.No one should ever have no immunity, that much power, or be above the law like that. That's just dangerous. 

Some people also say that Epstein told them he was a Mossad agent too which I highly doubt because if you're an intelligence agent/spy you're not allowed to tell anyone and risk blowing your cover, and I can still remember this girl in grade 9 too the first day of school  when the teacher was calling out all our names and she didn't even know her name( and everyone was making fun of her) and now when I look back it makes me wonder if maybe her and her family were recently put under Witness Protection or something and given new identities and she didn't remember her new name?

"Wrong does not cease to be wrong because the majority share in it." ~ Leo Tolstoy



 

Monday, July 1, 2024

Today's Musing.


 

My Stupid Sunflowers.

Yesterday I visited my mother and I got her some peach coloured carnations( shown lower down) and myself some sunflowers(seen here) and my hubby complained that I "spend too much $$$ every month on flowers"(even though it's MY $$$ so why does he even care?) and I "should just get the artificial ones that last" so I "won't have to keep replacing them" and that my "stupid sunflowers don't even have a scent" and "all I can do is look at them" but her and I both love flowers and they bring us so much joy and like she said, I won't be here to enjoy them when I'm dead so I want to be able to enjoy them now while I'm still alive and besides, I bet HE spends way more on all that crap he orders from Amazon every month than I do on flowers! He's always trying to rob me of my joy.


When I first arrived she was doing a Canada Day activity and she said she thought she saw me walk by as she saw someone with dreads and thought it was me but she wasn't sure as it was just from the back and she went to the park and had ice cream the other day,too, reminding me of when I was 12 and my BFF and I took our Chihuahuas to the park and she bought a big tub of the chocolate mint ice cream and it melted and fell over with the lid popping off and ice cream oozing out and then it got grass all over it and I was laughing my ass off.

We also decided to go to the Italian place on the 10th, a day before her 83rd birthday and 2 days before my hubby's knee surgery, and she was saying about Biden being so old and embarrassing himself at the debate being forgetful, going "blank", etc, Imagine having a guy like that leading your country? but I told her, Yeah, but still better than the alternative: TRUMP!!! He's way worse!! and Buddy didn't quite make it yesterday; when I got back he'd done a big pee on the kitchen floor close to the back door and he was at the back door too, barking to be let out, and this morning ever since 3 am I have cramps and The Shits, with diarrhrea soooo bad it's liquid and just squirts out and sounds like I'm going pee so is it something I ate or bacteria like C Difficile or something I picked up at the nursing home yesterday? It squirts out every half hour and now I feel so faint and weak, probably dehydrated. My hubby also had me turn over his chicken wings in the oven when he stepped out for awhile only they had no batter or coating on them,, just olive oil, salt & pepper(I know, gross, right?) and it was like trying to catch slippery frogs.

They also said over 50 ooo people attended the airshow and at 25$ admission they'd make a shitload of $$$ but they didn't give refunds for the washed-out day on Saturday though, ripping people off, and when I went to see my mother I could see lots of people sitting out the front of their house or along the street watching the airshow or even parked alongside the side of the road watching for free and for the Toronto Pride parade they had so many naked  people,too, with their junk on full display for all to see, incl. children, and I don't know what being naked in public even has to do with being gay, and why do they always have to be naked all the time,anyway? None of my gay and trans friends would ever think of doing that! I think it's just perverted and disgusting and they should be arrested for public nudity and indecency and no one else would be able to get away with that any other time.


When haters get offended by your looks and difference, it means they don't know where to go. And you know you're winning.”-Greta Thurnberg

 

Wordless Wednesday.