Tired As F*ck.

I just looove this sweater I saw online! Buddy also kept barking on and off from 3 am, the annoying little f*cker so I didn't sleep much, and my blinding headache also woke me up and when I woke up at 2 am I heard Stairway To Heaven (my fave!) again too, and I don't know what his problem was but he kept leaving bed and wandering around my room and getting disoriented and lost  and bumping into things and getting stuck and would bark and I'd have to keep getting up and putting him back to bed and it was *REALLY* annoying and disrupting and I do have newspaper on my floor in case of a nighttime emergency( and he did do a pee) so I don't know what that was all about but I was furious and now I'm really tired,too! WTF though? I also heard this radio ad for tires that said My treads are worn down and that's exactly how *I* feel,too!!

My treads are worn down.

I also saw Gladiator 2 and it was good and I liked the surprise of who the gladiator secretly ended up being and I've always liked Denzel Washington and he usually plays good guys but this time his character was a really bad guy and I just couldn't wrap my head around it, and so I was like, Denzel! How could you?and the radio DJ also said this morning people generally buy a new sofa every 2-3 years and I couldn't believe it! Really? Is he kidding? We got ours in 1993 when we bought the old Ottawa house and we still have it, minus the ones we lost in the fire in 1996 and I had a thought as well: since I was born in January, at the beginning of a year I also wonder if I'll die in December,at the end of a year, and I activated my new credit card,too, and yesterday I made my first purchase on it( more weed) so I know it works ok.

I also heard a cool idea to get rid of smells in the car as well as foggy windows: put cat litter in a sock,tie it up, and toss it under a seat so that's what I did (so I'll see how it works) but the problem is that you can't just get a small amount of cat litter;(and that stuff's not cheap,either!) everything comes in these huge boxes,and awful,too: a lost 11 YR old girl(she accidently got on the wrong streetcar; I've done that as a kid,too) went to the Riverdale library in Toronto( the same one I always went to as a kid and teen) and asked to use their phone to call her mother and they wouldn't let her, saying it was "for employees only" and told her to use a payphone outside except she didn't know how to use it! WTF? That's just so mean!! She also asked people going by if she could use their cell phones but no one would let her.

People just suck!!

Biden also pardoned his son( after saying before that he wouldn't!) for his gun, drugs, and taxes convictions(not to mention the porn and hookers) which could have given him a 40 year-plus prison term and he's just as corrupt as Trump, evading his convictions which will also be tossed out once he takes office, and I hate it that the law doesn't apply to the Elites, and I asked my mother too what happens if they don't obey the lockdowns and isolation at the LTC; do they tie them down to their beds or what and she said they put ankle monitoring "bracelets" on them like they do with prisoners,and now I listen to the Toronto Christmas radio station that plays all Christmas music(until 1 Jan.) and I have fun re-making them as parodies such as Jingle Balls, Hairy Balls, White Trash Christmas, I'll Be Stoned For Christmas,Police Nabbed My Dad, Rudolph The F*cked-Up Reindeer, It's Beginning To Cost Alot Like Christmas, Jingle Bell Cock, Have Yourself A Hairy Little Christmas,Frosty The Con Man, etc. and I still remember too when I was 20 or so  sitting at the table doing 50 or so Christmas cards but now I don't do any; most of the people have all died now and the few that are left I just e-mail cards now and from age 9 I'd also put up the tree by myself after school so that when my mother came home from work she'd have a nice treat seeing the tree. Tomorrow we're also supposed get our first real snow, 10-20 cm and blowing snow as well so it will also feel "Christmas-y" as well.

You always have to be one step ahead of them.