6 Weeks Tomorrow.

Tomorrow it will be 6 weeks since my Buddy died and I still miss him so much. I cried for him again yesterday and I swore I saw his face in the clouds again,too. and losing him the grief, sorrow, loss, and pain is even worse than when my mother died, but then again I was much closer to him and he was what kept me going, my lifeline, the best thing in my life,  that ever happened to me,and the best thing that I ever did was get him. He was my life, my everything. His bark also was a deep bark, like aarf! aarf! aarf! and he sounded like a much bigger dog than he actually was, and Beja is more "yappy" and sounds like Dino from The Flintstones, Ar,ar,ar,ar! My hubby is also now back to outdoor pickleball(but it also gets cancelled if it rains or is too windy, like it was yesterday) and I missed the news again yesterday too because of a stupid horse race again.

F*ck. That  shit really pisses me off!

I also wonder why they call the senior years the Golden Years. I think it should be called the Rusty years.😂

I also saw another U-Haul yesterday at the neighbours behind us so I guess the new people must be moving in and I could never understand moving yourself,either( as opposed to hiring real movers) and I hope they have kids,too, because I miss the sound of kids playing outside laughing, yelling,hollering,shrieking, and having fun, and next-door  opened their pool already as well even though it's still not quite warm enough for that yet, and we haven't opened ours in years as I'm the only one that uses it now  the kids have moved out and my hubby says it's "Not worth it" to spend thousands each season (on chemicals, water, electricity to run the pump) "just for me". I also have a really good tan this year as well and haven't even had to use my baby oil & iodine suntan oil yet,either, I just lay there and get really dark, so for some reason my skin just must be making extra melanin on its own.

Today or tomorrow I'm also going on my yearly lilac hunt so the entire house will permeate with the wonderful smell of lilacs, and I heard someone say that they re-use their bath towels as well and just hang them back up and only wash them once a week!

Ewwwww!!!

That's just soooo gross! At our house everyone just uses a towel once and then it goes into the laundry( which I usually do every second day) otherwise it gets all "musty" and reeks like a raggedy old dishcloth or stinky feet! I also wish I could go back to the time when I was 12 and  my best friend and I sat in front of our fireplace at my old Toronto house playing with our Barbies. It was my last memory of when I was really and truly happy and I wish I could go back to those times again. One of my cousins( the one who owns 3 pizza franchises) his oldest is now 18 already and graduating and my youngest is 18 and it just strikes me as kind of "funny", that we're on the "opposite ends" of parenting. Him and his wife have 4 kids.

Time for me to fly Oh, I've got to set myself free (Time for me to fly) And that's just how it's got to be I know it hurts to say goodbye But it's time for me to fly.-REO Speedwagon