Chicken Fat.

Here's my little Pocket Pet Beja basking in the sun. I actually was sweating yesterday getting my tan on so I went in the house to get some cold water to splash on myself and I put it in a measuring cup(as it has a spout for easy pouring; I really should get a spray bottle) and then noticed it was oily  so someone must have used the cup for oil and not put it in the dishwasher to get washed so I couldn't pour the water on my hair but I still put it on my legs as they're dry and peeling and need oil anyway but then Beja went wild and kept licking them and then I smelled them and it smelled like chicken, so it must have been chicken fat/oil, so now I smelled like chicken! HA! He's smart as well; when I ask him "Where your guy? Go get your guy" talking about his toy he'll go get it and bring it to me and carrying him it feels like I'm carrying air he's so light and Buddy in comparison felt heavy even though he was only 12-13 pounds and I also notice Beja's skin matches his fur; it's brown skin  under the brown fur and pink skin under the white fur( so if I shaved him bald or he was hairless he'd be pink and brown) whereas Buddy's skin was grey and his fur was red.

I also like these pretty shirts I'll never buy because it's probably either a scam site or the item is actually a cheap piece of crap, and whenever the 30 YR old shows up after being away for days I have 2 loads of laundry at once  instead of the usual one with all his dirty laundry he saves up and brings for me( thanks for that,BTW) and they said on the morning news that yesterday there was a rupture in a gas line from construction( ooops!) and an entire neighbourhood in town was evacuated(I wonder where they all went?) for 6 hours and now with the tariffs a can of soup which used to be 1.50$ now costs 4.50$ and my iPod must be dying now as with sound on max volume I can still hardly hear it but it's ok when I put it onto the wifi speaker

Yesterday Beja also kept licking and scratching at my left boob so either there must have been a food stain on there he was working at or maybe he was even trying to alert me I have  breast cancer or a heart attack is coming, and I'm pretty sure we have an animal in the house as well( not just Beja) as last night I re-filled his bowl of kibble (I leave for him to snack on) and this morning most of it was gone and he never ate any last night so something did, and King Charles here I think was a way to let the Americans know that the UK and the British monarchy has our back and that we're like their little brother, and  I understand why Buddy died as he was old and it was his Time( and maybe he was actually in more pain than he let on and than I realized) but what I don't understand is why I didn't die with him; why we didn't die together and why I'm still left behind and left here to suffer.

That's the hard part.

I was steeped in nerd culture.-Philip