Yesterday and today I have really baaaad pain on my right side in the middle it even kept waking me up during the night ( so you know it's bad) and I'm nauseated from the pain and it's that white-hot pain that makes you gasp and wince. It feels alot like my gallbladder pain except I know it's not that since I had it removed 13 years ago. It could be my appendix(or something with my bile duct or liver, or twisted colon, maybe,too?) based on location except that usually happens earlier in life but I suppose it can konk out at any age. I still also have the really baaaad abdomenal and back pain and I'm really sweaty,too. yesterday both the 24 YR old in BC and the 26 YR old in Ottawa had to go to the ER as well; my hubby telling me they both "had accidents" and of course my worried Mother Heart was afraid it was something really bad like a car accident or something but luckily turned out just to be minor: The 24 YR old cut her finger cutting a client's hair( she's a hairdresser) and got stitches(I hope she didn't bleed all over the customer!) and the 26 YR old stubbed her toe and broke it, hardly a need for the ER since they can't do anything for broken toes anyway but tape it, and when I broke my toe and finger before I just taped it and splinted it myself; I wasn't going to sit and wait some 6 HRS-plus just for that!
Yesterday right after I'd done 2 loads of laundry( due to all the 30 YR old's crap) incl. the 30 YR old's bedsheets Beja peed on his bed and he snarled at me, TRAIN him!!! (which I AM, but it takes time and nothing I do is ever enough) and I replied, Keep your door closed! and he doesn't pee on my bed or on anyone else's and my hubby said it's likely he's just "marking his territory" since his GF's dog hangs out in his room and the scent is still there which makes sense. He also took my barber scissors without asking and just left them out without putting them back and the other day once again he went outside and left the front door wide open and Beja followed him and ran out onto the porch but luckily I saw and he came back when I called him but it's dangerous and he could have run off onto the street and got lost or hit by a car!What if it was when I was in the bathroom at the time or something?
Beja also ate a fly yesterday as well( yeeeech!) and the youngest left the basement door open and he went down where there are sharp, poisonous and dangerous things down there and I don't know why it seems so hard for everyone except me to remember to just close the f*cking doors and to make an effort to keep him safe, and this morning just as I was to have my bath my hubby did a shit in that toilet again, even though we DO have 2 others he can use, excusing they're "dirty" (so I told him if it bothers him that much he can feel free to clean them) and then he just left the empty toilet paper roll too and didn't even replace it for the next guy and his excuse was "I was going to replace it the next time I go to the bathroom" as always just thinking about himself and NOT being considerate. It's reasons like this why I'm so glad when he goes away for a few days and I get a break! It's also been exactly 6 months today my mother died and now the Orange Shitgibbon Trump says he "might" bomb Iran again if they still have nuclear capabilities....after calling for peace, and he also called off all trade talks with Canada and is talking even more tariffs,too...that dumb motherf*cker doesn't know what the f*ck he's doing!!
Something inside that was always denied for so many years.-The Beatles
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