Little Grasshopper.

Here is my Beja-Boy soaking up the sun yesterday. He's just the cutest, sweetest little thing! He also gets so excited knowing we're going outside he'll jump up at the door with joy and he can jump so high, higher than the doorknob; he's like a little grasshopper! He also likes to curl up and sleep beside my head on my pillow; he's a little cuddle-bug and I think my hubby even likes him more than Buddy and I love him with all my heart but nothing and no one will ever come close to what Buddy and I shared( and it's been 9 weeks now since he died) he was special. The other day I also started leaving my body and he must have "sensed" it too because he franctically quickly came running down the stairs barking and kept licking and scratching me and whimpering, like he thought I was hurt/in trouble/ in danger, etc. He's so sweet and we both protect and take care of eachother. I also joke Buddy being a Dachshund he was a hotdog and Beja being a scrawny thin Chihuahua he's a chicken wing.😂

Yesterday it was also soooo really windy it's times like that I miss my mother as I know she'd comment on how she'd like the nice breeze and it's moments like that when it's hardest and my family yells at me and blames me too for not being able to hear anymore,too, yet I also can't afford new hearing aids(which cost 2K or so) either, and I didn't used to like Greta Thurnberg either with all her enviro-crap nonsense but now I admire her sailing to Gaza with aid to help starving Palestinians but pirates from Israel seized their ship and she was forced to watch propaganda and deported but I guess she was lucky they didn't hold her hostage but I suppose her being so high profile they couldn't risk the bad publicity. I also love the dress below and even though it probably IS AI  and not even real I can still enjoy it.

Now L.A. has also declared a state of emergency  and curfew with the protests and the National Guard and the Marines have been called in by the Orange Shitgibbon, all protesting against mass deportations, just like the Nazis did( and they also stomped out dissent as well and he's having a parade for himself,too, just like Hitler did) and so I guess it's good we didn't end up staying there,afterall( that plus other riots and the crime and the wildfires,etc.) so God knew ahead of time and was protecting us, and I've also learned(in my case, anyway) that dreams are best just left as dreams and not actually come true  because when mine did( to move to L.A and then years later to get married and have kids) it ended up to be a nightmare I regretted and ruined my life.

I don’t have a five year plan because every two years i realize I need a different life.-ppyowna