Rotten Fruit.

Yesterday as I sat out on the back porch I could smell rotten fruit and I realized it was coming from our black walnut  tree, that some of the fruit must have fallen off the tree( or been tossed off by hungry squirrels) and rotted on the ground and I think it must be fermenting as well so if I ever see drunken squirrels falling off the fence or out of the trees I'll know why, ha,ha, and I also notice the crop on our tree is much less and stunted this year as well( likely due to all the rain in May?) as last year there was lots of fruit but I can only see a few this year and they're only half the size as usual this time.

The squirrels are going to be so disappointed.

 Beja also had a WILL NOT stuck to his ass and kept going 'round in circles( a WILLNOT: a little piece of shit stuck to your ass that WILLNOT come off.) It also makes me laugh too reminding me of the 27 YR old when he was little learning contractions and at first he thought "will+ not" was "willn't" (instead of "won't) which cracked me up but in a way it actually sort of makes sense if you follow the rules except English often doesn't follow grammatical rules and you just sort of have to memorize irregular words.

I just love the way my Little Peanut curls up and snuggles against me and my hubby says I'm "trying to make him feel 'guilty'" for visiting the youngest at camp( and he got the day mixed-up again thinking it was yesterday when it's actually today and so he also had to switch Snack Day from today to yesterday and didn't tell me until last minute like always and I had already just eaten) when actually it just confuses me as it's unusual and something feels "off" and I can't help but wonder if he's really just going to see his mistress( the 18 YR old's friend's mother who I have long suspected is his mistress) as he's untrustable and yesterday one of the utilities also called me as I had to verify and authorize my hubby to pay the bill as now since I inherited the house when my mother died and everything had to be transferred over to my name( house deed and bills) but my hubby is in charge of the finances  and bills because I suck at math but it's so stupid because as long as they get paid why do they even care whose name is on it, esp. when it's still the same house and the same address? Why do they have to make it so hard?

Netanyahu(the Anti-Christ and Trump is his henchman) the war criminal committing genocide also nominated Trump for the Nobel Peace Prize which has GOT to be one of the most ironic and absurd thing ever and I saw Andre The Giant ( he was on that 80's movie The Princess Bride ) on TV the other day and I heard he's something like 7 1/2 feet tall and it makes me wonder how big his you-know-what must be (Holy Mother of God!) and I was also trying to remember Octavia Spencer's name but I couldn't remember even though I could picture her in my head  and remember she was in The Help and it took a few days to recall it because I knew I knew it and then at first I thought it was Olivia  but eventually I got it and I have to keep "testing" my addled brain like this(which is why I didn't just Google it) so it won't atrophy completely and they also arrested 4 armed forces members(ha,ha) with forming an anti-gov't militia(even they hate this shithole, HA!) and yesterday I still had one hell of a headache from the other day as well and feeling like I was being stabbed behind my left eye  AND like something was dripping from the inside of the left side of my head as well.

And if I don't make it known that, I've loved you all along Just like sunny days that we ignore Because we're all dumb and jaded And I hope to God I figure out what's wrong.-Our Lady Peace