Yesterday was the perfect summer day! I got to lay out in the sun with a nice breeze, looking up at the clouds, smoking mi ganja, listening to music, with my dog snuggling on me, and hearing crickets and cicadas. This is the good part about being alive. It's also supposed to be between 18 C and 21 C all week, so not TOO hot and no humidity. Every day I also always see this same yellow and black butterfly come by me at the same time only yesterday there were two of them the exact same and I like to think it was a sign from my mother and Buddy from the Other Side. It also sounded like a neighbour was either building or fixing a fence as well and another guy behind us at the back has a truck that's sooooo loud it sounds like a motorcycle and I bet he also has a really small dick,too! With some rain we've had lately the grass is also starting to turn back to green again and my hubby and the 18 YR old come back today and the 27 YR old goes back home to Edmonton as well assuming his flight is ok and Twitter says I have 4.2 K views this week but I don't know if that's average or what.
I also like this blouse( shown above) and as I was smoking my doobie a big hot burning ash fell off and landed on my chin just below my lower lip and man did that ever burn and hurt! Holy shit! I also woke up to no Internet this morning( I know, what a way to start the day) and as I was re-booting it( I loathe to do; it takes sooooo looong) it also had to update and fix something too which took 30 minutes( so I was late starting my day) and when I went upstairs to have my bath something also really spooked poor Beja and he quickly ran upstairs yelping and hunched over in fear with his tail between his legs cowering in a corner. I have no idea what it was or what he might have seen but he was really freaked-out so I picked him up and comforted him until he stopped shaking.
A blog I read her oldest( age 23 or 24) just got married and they already bought a house( shown here) which surprised me, esp. since they're both still in university, and with the 29 YR old and his fiance buying a house recently his fiance already had a house he owned before(which makes it much easier) he sold plus he's also well into his 30's and established; he has a PhD in some kind of science and works in a lab, but how the hell does someone in their early 20's still at school afford to buy a house? It's in USA though, in Arizona, so maybe they don't cost as much there as they do here? Life here in this shithole is also so bad people are leaving en masse and everyone's blaming immigration too except it's NOT the immigrants; it's due to high cost of living and Fascist gov't overreach.
Plus, Globalist Carney sold out.
I also hate the term Pet Parents.
As much as I love my dog if you didn't give birth you are NOT a PARENT.
You bought your pet from a breeder, a shelter, a store, from an ad, or got them off a friend, or found them in the street,etc. Pet guardian or caretaker, yes, but NOT parent. I also read somewhere someone saw something on TV she knew her mother would want to know and wanted to tell her but then felt sad knowing she'd died( like how I do,too!) and then had a vision of her mother and gently heard her voice say that it's NOT sad but happy as it's a loving memory of the good times they shared; a reminder of love, keeping her memory alive,and that she'll always be watching over her, and I thought that was nice, and I'm also convinced the hospital moved my mother out of the ICU the day she later died to "hurry" her along, knowing she was dying but was taking too "long" and they wanted the bed for someone else who was going to survive, as they moved her out taking off mechanical ventilation....and she died later that afternoon....
Sometimes it's acknowledging the hurt is still there and having a little cry. But the days get better. Grief dies down. You find joy and support.-Wendy Miller
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