Gaaaccckkk!!

Gaaaccckk!

Look what I found on our back porch yesterday.....and he's not alone; he had friends, and not just a few of them,either!

Leaves are already starting to change colour and fall.

I'm not ready for this!

Where did summer go?

What happened to summer?

I want summer back!

Yesterday the youngest also got his hair cut but was back quickly and didn't look any different and my hubby said he just got his bangs cut so the hair's no longer hanging in his eyes like a sheepdog and the 30 YR old was to get 2 of his wisdom teeth removed at the dentist but they only did one, trying to rip him off saying they only do 2 if you use sedation.....which isn't covered under his gov't plan....and were going to charge him a whopping 3K  for the sedation so of course he said forget it(and he's on the gov't plan because he's poor!) so they just did the one, but when I had mine done I never had sedation; they just froze my gums and yanked the sucker out. I've always known that dentists and vets have the biggest "racket" going though and are always trying to con people into getting extra, unnecessary and costly things done just so they get paid more.

I also saw these glass Christmas tree ornaments from the 70's and it took me back to a good time with happy memories and my aunt had these same ones, and this morning as I had Beja out to pee I saw a small fox quickly run past in our yard and it freaked me out( and this is exactly the reason why I don't ever leave him outside alone!!)  and I hadn't even smoked weed yet so I know I wasn't just imagining it, and it was also really foggy this morning at 6 am and so cold I can see my breath and so cool now as well we haven't needed the A/C or even the ceiling fans on for quite awhile now but it is a nice break from the oppressive heat and humidity we had in July! 

It's also been 5 months now since Buddy died and based on Beja's growth and development(he has hair on his ball now) I'd guess he's around 11 months old now and yesterday the youngest( who is 18 now) mentioned how he's a "man" and I realized he is even though to me I still see him as a boy and even though all the kids are grown now I'll still always see them as kids, and the 30 YR old and his GF came back with pumpkin spice DQ Blizzards and it's my fave. flavour  and I got so excited as I look forward to it every fall and I asked my hubby to go pick me up one but he didn't so I just hope he does soon before the limited time ends.

I don't want to live without you I don't want to live without you I could never live without you Live without your love.-Foreigner