My hubby got me the cool pschedelic kaleidoscope Disco ball light for my room that makes all the multi-coloured lights swirl for my bedroom! I can't wait to try it out tonight! It sort of reminds me of the little Disco ball type thing I had when I was 12 that was a light thingy you plugged in and it spun around and had a bunch of colours all surrounding it and it make it twirl coloured lights all over the ceiling and walls. I loved that thing so much. It's like at a dance club. This thing cost over 20$( just for one light bulb!) but he got it free as he has these Canadian Tire Points which are like Air Miles and you can redeem them and get free stuff( he has something like 500$ worth now!) so every time we need housewares, hardware, etc. he goes there and we get it for free! That's also how we got all the kids' stuff for residence(eg. frying pans,etc) in university! I hope to get another photo of it in action tonight,too, assuming it works. I don't know how well a photo will turn out in the dark...
I also like this photo of Christmas of days past, reminding me of mine growing up in the 70's but if you look closely it's not what you think at first. At first you think they're decorating the tree.....but when you look closer you can tell that they're actually taking it down as the date on the side says Jan '69 and they're picking the icicles off. Today is also the second-oldest's birthday and she's 35 and she also started a new job, at some animation studio but she's not "allowed" to tell us exactly where, it's like some sort of "secret" and with it being so hush-hush it's almost like she's working for the CIA or something,ha,ha! My hubby also says when he sells the house( after I die because I want to die here; it's my home) they'll probably just tear it down and I hope not; that just makes me sad; it's a nice old Century Victorian house and I think they'll likely just turn it into a B & B or a multi-plex apartment unit esp. with the 7 bedrooms and inground pool, or at least I hope so. I'll be gone so it won't be my problem and I won't have to worry about it anymore but I really hope they don't demolish my house though.
Someone also posted this online, showing how ridiculously high the cost of food is here in the Shithole. This is some type of roast, either beef or pork, and I would guess pork because it says tenderloin on it which I think is generally pork....oh, wait....nevermind....I just grew the photo bigger and I could see on the French words it said "boeuf" which means beef, so it's beef. This is also why we don't buy much meat. I also heard a new word the other day as well:
mudshark.
Apparantly it's a derogatory term for a White woman that has sex with Black men. It's so mean and awful though. Why do people always have to be so hateful and racist all the time? Why can't they just see it as 2 people making love? My pain also continues to get worse all the time and I can even feel something in my abdomen that's hard and feels like a football and it used to go up to my belly-button but now I can feel it go all the way up to my diaphragm so it's grown bigger(I even look 6-7 months' prego!) I think must be a tumour of some sort; some kind of cancer, and I can feel it inside when I palpate like how when you're prego you can feel the growing uterus going higher and higher up like a hard ball that gets bigger and moves higher and higher up as it progresses along. Sometimes when I sit down I can even feel like something "bounces" up inside from my ass hitting the chair,too.
It really sucks!!!!
The person I used to be feels erased. My core, the essence of who I am, has been shattered beyond recognition. My body aches every day, my mind trembles, and the trauma never loosens its grip.-Flora Rido
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