Shrek.

Can you guess what this is?

Broken pieces of ice that look like glass.

Just like my life.

Broke, shattered pieces.

 It came from the canopy on the backyard porch this morning from the rain earlier that had frozen during the night. My neck hurts today,too, as well as the usual abdomen, stomach, and back, and I also have a headache, so I decided to post this tonight instead of tomorrow like I was originally going to just in case I croak. My hubby also got the wrong eggnog awhile ago; he got the gross fat-free one( and it even said so right on the front) but he never reads the labels and I knew something was wrong as soon as I poured it out and it looked a pale yellow and watery and runny....and then when I tasted it.......just.......

bleeeeeeccccchhhhhhh!!!! 😵

Where there's fat, there's flavour.- Chef Gordon Ramsey

It's supposed to be thick creamy and look more white AND yellow than yellow-ish.

He eventually got the right one a few days later(which I drank in something like 2-3 days) and then he tells me I have to drink the gross one because we can't afford to throw it out and waste food so I gave it to the 31 YR old but he didn't want that crap ,either, so I told him that HE can drink it then, esp. since it WAS him  that got  the wrong thing  and he huffs, I don't drink eggnog!  and I told him, Well, I don't drink gross fat-free eggnog,either!!

Beja also wanted to go for a walk and went over to his collar,leash,and coat, so when the 31 YR old came back I told him (I don't mind if they spend some time together, just NOT all the time like he does now)but he didn't take him, saying he was "too tired" and when I was watching the news he informs me there was a pee I had to clean up (I said I will after the news) even though he could have also cleaned it himself, esp. since he acts like Beja is his, but I only ever just get all the shit in life and none of the good stuff, none of the joy,just the Short End of The Stick. I also thought I fell asleep listening to music but then wondered if I actually had a seizure because when I woke up I realized I'd bitten the tip of my tongue. The 31 YR old also said he paid 8$ for just ONE porkchop and things are soooooooooo expensive now, esp. food, and I can remember when you used to be able to get a pack of 5-6 porkchops for that price, and he said I was "in his way" again, too, and when I said, Can't you just wait your turn? he goes, No.

Such disrespect.

No one breaks my heart like my kids do.

These are also the 31 YR old's GF's Christmas gifts from him and that he wrapped and they look really pretty, don't they, but at first it was struggle as he couldn't quite seem to figure out the art of gift wrapping and as I observed him I could clearly tell he wasn't going to have enough paper and I advised him how to "calculate" but he didn't wand to hear it and did it his way.....and wouldn't you know it, he WAS short quite a bit, so he got mad and frustrated, and yelled at me to "stop talking!"(even though I WAS there first) and I told him to go up to his room then if he wants it quiet, and he kept trying and then the underneath part showed of the wrapping at the end as he didn't fold it right, and then I asked him if he wanted me to wrap the next one for him(because it really did look really bad) as I could see he was getting really frustrated and he yelled, I don't want any commentary! If you want to help me just stop talking!

He ended up using 2 entire rolls of wrapping paper(and threw out and wasted so much that could have still been used to wrap other, smaller gifts) for just the 2 presents and it took him about an hour to do, but in the end he "redeemed" himself by having the smart inventive idea( he's always been very resourceful) of getting pretty tinsel/garland(normally to wrap around your Christmas tree) to wrap around the gifts, hiding the wrapping defects and  making them even extra  pretty.

I wonder what he does with her gifts though if they break up again?

I also like these samosa chips we got but my hubby made a face and went something like uuuuuunnnnnngggg!!!  and spit it into the garbage saying the flavour was "too strong" and I told him that's the whole point.But then again, this is a guy that thinks black pepper is "spicy." 😂I also heard the opening act for AC/DC when I see them next year is The Pretty Reckless  and I like them, so that's a bonus, and the 31 YR old thinks that I "scare" Beja and it makes me feel like Shrek; a big, loud, awkward, clumsy,repulsive ogre that scares everyone but even Shrek had Donkey and Fiona who cared about him.

I have no one.

Not now Buddy's gone.

There exists a higher non-physical reality from which comes the meaning, fulfillment, support, and love needed in this life.-Donna Shinn