Eat Crow.

This is my early birthday dinner(Chicken Penne al forno) I'm saving, a day early, as it's closed tomorrow.

I also had to EAT CROW: I was wrong accusing the 31 YR old of stealing my pizza;

IT WAS ACTUALLY THE 18 yr OLD WHO DID.

So I post this tonight as a public apology.

So, I apologized to him, feeling really bad( although in my defence he did  just eat my hubby and the youngest's pizza and is always eating everyone else's food and he does lie, so I naturally suspected him.  so I can't just believe him) as the 18 YR old confessed to it and then when I apologized he goes, What else do I get? and I told him, What do you mean 'What else do you get?' I was wrong and wrongly accused you , I'm sorry, and I apologized. What more  do you want?  I mean, does he want me to be publically flogged, or crucified, wear a "Scarlett Letter", be shackled in the public square and have everyone throw tomatoes at me,or what? My hubby said maybe a public apology on Twitter or something.

So here it is.

He also said I was being "manipulative" by telling him to close the cellar door that HE left open ( so Beja doesn't go downstairs and get hurt or poisoned by sharp/dangerous stuff, and I thought he actually cared about him, who I'm just trying to keep safe) and snarled for me to "do it myself".

My birthday gift from him will be him moving out and getting Beja back.

Beja also had this black thing I could see embedded in his head he kept scratching at, either s prickle from outside or a tick or a mite, so I squeezed it out, which wasn't easy as we all know how he is but at some point he must have known I was helping him and it felt better as he actually let me, and I also had this weird dream, too, I was giving birth and I noticed the baby was really long....and when I got a closer look it was Buddy! I also was checking back on old blog posts and noticed for the past 2-3 years of my mother's life the cognitive decline was there(and worsening) as well as physical, and I can see it in myself starting now, too,and I didn't think I'd ever get the curry stain off my Oodie either but I actually did!

My BFF also said there's no heat in her restaurant, and my hubby couldn't undo the Christmas lights on the second floor balcony now,either, as the door in the bedroom that opens up onto it is all frozen shut and he has no way to access the balcony and he said he "isn't going to scale the side of the house"( even though he thinks he's Spider-Man) and I told him of course not; that would be stupid; he should just get the ladder and lean it up against the balcony and climb up and undo them that way instead. 

With Trump invading Venezuela and kidnapping Maduro is no different than when the Nazis invaded Poland,either, and then went one by one capturing country by country until they went across Europe making me wonder who will be next,  and if it were reversed, and, say, Putin did the exact same thing to Zelensky, or someone even did it with Trump, can you just imagine the reaction, and it doesn't really matter if Maduro is a "Bad Guy" or if you like him or not; you still can't just go around invading foreign countries and kidnapping their leaders, and it's likely just a distraction from releasing the Epstein Files as well and whatever they have on him in there must be really, really, really  bad,  like maybe he was his Right-Hand Man kind of  bad?

A space that greeted me with warmth instead of disappointment. A place that didn’t feel like waiting.-Sri.A.