Scarface.

It's still soooooo bitterly cold out and last night it was -35C but the good news is at least there's no snow forecasted for the next week. The ceilings also haven't leaked all yesterday and when I poured all the water that leaked from the 3 spots in the living room ceiling the other day all into one bucket it was almost filled to the top! Yesterday as I got up from my nap Beja(who sleeps curled up on my pillow beside my head) also jumped up and went sailing past my face and scratched my cheek with his nails and now I have this big red scratch.

Just call me Scarface.

I was also out the back and heard this little dog barking and thought to myself, "I wonder whose yappy little dog that is?" and it turned out to be Beja in the house barking at the youngest. He also said half the people dropped out of his course,too.

I think my liver is acting-up again as well as my skin and the "whites" of my eyes are yellow (jaundice) again and I'm really itchy all over and the extreme fatigue and no energy plus not much appetite and weight loss and pain on the right side as well, and I was listening to music and had my eyes closed enjoying it and when I opened them up I honest-to-God saw my mother standing there right in front of me and she was a bit hazy(and looked younger) but clear otherwise and I knew it was her and she was wearing her fave. aqua-colour knit sweater and skirt she had in the 80s(and I think I probably still have a photo of somewhere) and she didn't say anything and was only there for a few seconds and then disappeared and it made me jump back in shock and surprise.

I also had a dream last night my friend A from high school phoned me and I haven't heard from her since grade 11 even though I've tried to re-connect over the years on Facebook  but she either changed her name or doesn't have an acc't, but I just hope it doesn't mean she died or something, and  my friend S( from grade 8) her daughter is still in the hospital( it's been a month now) with a stubborn pneumonia and also keeps having low oxygen sats and low heart-rate and is on antibiotics and steroids. The weather is also so f*cked-up so much lately even southern American states are getting snow storms now ,too.

 Increased and unusual natural disasters and weather patterns in the Last Days and End Times.

Global Warming and Climate Change, my ass.

At the end of each long journey, he always returns to the one he truly loves.-Thomas Shelby