Little Cousin.

Yesterday I found out my "little" cousin(now age 50) the one I gave all my Barbies to when I was 13 is going to be a grandma! Her oldest ( in her early 20's) is prego with a baby girl, which also means my other cousin( her mother, who is 75, and also the one that made me that cake when I was 6) is going to be a great-grandmother!

Holy shit! Does that ever make me feel old, esp. since I can still remember changing her diapers when I was a kid and now she's going to be a grandmother! 

Holy f*ck!!

The guys are also back from their 4 day trip and my hubby said it took something like 7 HRS to drive down there( usually 4-5) as getting thru the horrendous Toronto traffic was a nightmare. It also makes me wonder with the Satanic pedophile cabal even eating babies what the hell they actually really are,too, as they certainly aren't human, so are they demons, reptilians, or descendents of the Nephilim (even though I thought they got all wiped out in the Great Flood) or what?

Jesus is coming back soon!

Today it's really foggy this morning and going up to 5C but tomorrow freezing rain, ice pellets and then 10-20 cm of snow so winter isn't done yet( not that I thought it was; I never fall for that) and when I did a good bong rip I coughed so bad I was choking and I could even taste blood in my throat and it was on Family Day 20 years ago Buddy was born although in 2006 it was on the 20th and Beja's so smart,too:he'll bark to tell me when my oven/laundry,etc. timers go off because I don't usually hear them, and when I say, "Where's my Little Rat Thing?" he comes running over to me, and when I say,"Where's your bone?" he'll go get it and bring it over  so he knows; he understands, and when he wants me to wipe his eyes( being a Chihuahua with "bug-eyes" his eyes are often "runny" and wet) he'll come over to me and bring his paw up to his eyes to let me know. He's funny,too, and when I was feeding him and he recognized his fave. food in there I could literally see  his pupils dilate in pleasure.

I also notice this morning in front of next door there's a guy in a truck who got out standing beside it on the road beside a downed power line, I guess to warn people to stay away, and I'm following this suicidal girl on Twitter  as well and supporting her but I notice she hasn't been on for awhile now and I worry and hope she's ok and also notice this jerk-off  that follows me and is always quick to reply to my posts publically shaming me, insulting me, exposing all my faults and shortcomings, etc. hasn't been on for awhile,either, so maybe he's on vacation or sick or something but I got a nice break. The 29 YR old and his fiance still haven't picked a wedding date yet (if they ever will!)and my guess is they're waiting for me to die so they won't have to feel guilty for not inviting me because they know it's wrong.

They never stay long enough—but their love stays forever.-Man Rusty