Earf Day.

Yesterday I saw my Angel Bird again....and as I was outside smoking mi a spliff I also saw something white come plopping down from the sky I thought some dirty bird flew by and shit on me....

but it was even worse:

it was snow!

Gaaaaacccckkkkk!!

The buds on the trees are also finally out but still not open yet and yesterday was Keep Off The Grass Day which I thought was kind of funny considering the day just before was 4/20 and today is "Earf" Day and they're asking people to volunteer picking up trash but I'll pass, and besides, I thought they had prisoners do that,anyway?

I also saw my belly-button pulsing, sort of like a heart beat and can also feel something moving in my stomach and abdomen as well and it felt like turning and rolling, and I was locked out of my Twitter account again as well only this time it seemed I was hacked instead of "offending" some pussy by something I posted like usual, and the other day my hubby went for a walk and Beja wanted to go too so I told him to  grab the leash and take him along but he refused because he "didn't want to pick up poop" as it was "gross." Can you believe it?

I will also never forget the day I was told that child # 7 had leukemia, when I saw my bedroom on fire, when Buddy's heart stopped and he died in my arms(and when he died I lost all light and colour in my life) and when we had to hurridly flee our enemy in the middle of the night, and when my mother was dying in the ICU and said she "had to go" and her "parents were waiting" for her and I just knew,  and when the almost 25 YR old said  when she was around 16 how she was "so happy they finally broke me" and it didn't just merely hurt my feelings  but it gutted & shattered me and it just took away what last bit of  will to live and love I had for my family left.

Maybe this time… we get forever. Warm days, quiet nights, and endless summers.-Eman