Mmmmmmango.

Today is Easter Monday and some people have the day off ( mostly gov't workers) but my hubby had Friday off and works today. The other day he picked me up these amazing awesome MANGO muffins( shown here) that are( of course!!) limited edition( all the good things always are!) and they are just soooooo yummmmmy and goooood! It's one of the best things I have eaten in a long time! OMG! It was a gastronomic delight!! It was a real treat! Wasn't that nice of him? Sometimes he surprises  me.

Yesterday my hubby also went to Wal-Mart to see if the Easter chocolate(I already ate my little Lindt chocolate bunny yesterday....yeah, I know) had been reduced yet but it was closed! Who knew? I thought Wal-Mart NEVER closed(except on Christmas) and was always open but apparantly not on Easter so he went back early this morning just past 7 am and only a few were reduced( shown above here) he got for my chocolate stash, my pirate's booty; the "ugly" ones that I don't even know what it's supposed to be and looks like someone with their hair on fire but I don't care; it's the taste  I care about, not how it looks and my hubby insulted me too dismissing it as it's "Just chocolate,."

Ummm, excuse me......just chocolate?

It's never  "just" chocolate for me.

That would be like saying it's just Spider-Man  or just chess for him.

Last night it was also cold so I had to close my bedroom window(I'd had open for the past few nights) only the stupid thing got stuck part way and I couldn't close it all the way and it got down to minus-something during the night and poor Beja and I were freezing all night and tomorrow it's only going up to -2C during the DAY and we're even supposed to get 2-4 cm of snow  and then the next day it's going up to 10C.

Mother Nature is a BITCH.

Tomorrow it will  also be exactly a year already since Buddy died and I've never loved anyone like I loved him and no one has ever loved me like he did,either, and now the 31 YR old has moved out I've been able to re-connect and bond with Beja again (just as long as he doesn't ever move back  and un -do all the progress we've made!)and even though he still likes my hubby more than me it's not the same as it was with the 31 YR old as my hubby,unlike him, doesn't try to "steal" him off me; they spend time together and play and that's fine because he knows he's MY dog and doesn't try to take over and "hog" him up like the 31 YR old did.

I do love Beja with all my heart and I'm grateful God sent him to me(and he brings purpose and meaning to my life and gives me a reason to live) but Buddy will always be special and no one will ever "match" him or what we had.

Not every day feels heavy. Some days start out light and beautiful, and then suddenly a memory hits and reminds you that your best friend is gone and isn’t coming back.-Yazmine Wall