Nothing To See Here.

Nothing to see here. Nothing much going on here lately except yesterday was a glorious 19C and Beja and I spent the day outside and now the sunburn on my face turned onto a nice tan and now my face is brown again instead of a sickly pasty white I can go get my passport photo done anytime as I have to re-new it as it expires in November. My hubby is also designing a website for the pickleball club( which he said will only take him a couple of hours!) and in return he gets free membership for a year and the 31 YR old passed the tests at the neurologist yesterday as well and he thinks his headaches are "just" migraines , like the 26 YR old also has and they both likely inherited from me.

Yeah,  SO sorry about that guys.

Yesterday in the afternoon I also had another "episode" again with painful deep burning in the middle of my chest and also in my upper back that time as well and today I also have baaaad abdomenal pain and cough and am sweaty and nauseous,too. 

Ugh.

Just ugh.

I'm tired of always feeling so crappy. Why can't I just hurry up and die already?

Beja is so picky as well he refuses to have his food mixed( everything has to be separate or he won't eat it) and yet he has no problem licking his ass, his dick, his balls, my hubby's sweaty dirty feet, ants off the porch, crap off the carpet, etc.

It also makes me sad that my kids didn't turn out to be sweet & virginal like I was; I didn't lose my virginity until I was 2 weeks away from turning 22 and my hubby's the only one I've ever been with, and the 26 YR old was even sneaking around behind my back with a boy at 17 even though she knew they weren't allowed to date until they were 18 and finished high school.....but she eventually got caught when the boy's parents came by the house and introduced themselves as "the parents of the boy---- is seeing" and I was just completely gobsmacked  and like, Whaaaat? What  boy? She knows she's NOT allowed to date until she's 18!!!" and then they were all apologetic for upsetting me and I reassured them that they weren't the problem and I thanked them for letting me know. I can only imagine the look  I must have had on my face and the conversation they must have had amongst themselves later!

Apparantly my kids were very sneaky and did alot of things behind my back I never found out about until years later.

Where is the love to be found? Won't someone tell me? 'Cause life (sweet life) must be somewhere to be found (Must be somewhere for me).-Bob Marley