Derp Face.

Look at my sweet little Derp Face.

Isn't he just the cutest thing? I just looooooove his cute little face!

Just look at his cute little tongue sticking out. Isn't that just adorable?

Yesterday I was sitting outside with him snuggling in my lap when he suddenly bolted upright in fear and kept staring intently at something ahead but instead of barking at it to alert me he kept backing up in abject terror , I've never seen him so scared and then he quickly hopped off and barked and kept pulling at me to go inside so I just opened the door and let him back in the house but I wonder what it was he saw that scared him so much?

I also finally got the light pink peonies I've been waiting for but now they cost a whopping 25$, just for 5 peonies with a couple of eucalyptus tossed in there but last year when I got them they were only 10$! Everything has really  gone waaaaay up in price over the past year, doubling in price or even more! I really missed having flowers inside the house all winter. I also finally got my passport re-newal form sent off by reg'd mail and it wasn't as bad as I thought: it was just 16.50$ and they'll return it the same way,too, making it less likely to get lost or stolen in the mail.

Yesterday it was also soooooo windy (easily 90 KM or more) even the big trees like the maples, oaks and black walnuts were swaying and it felt like a really biiig storm was coming, possibly even a tornado, and we even had a Yellow storm advisory and a severe thunderstorm warning....but nothing. We just had some rain earlier so it must have just missed us but I wouldn't be surprised if there was a tornado somewhere near us.

This was also dinner last night: Pesto & mozarella-stuffed fried gnocchi with  grated parmesan sprinkled on top.

It was just divine.

I was also smoking weed out the back and I heard the little toddler in the yard behind us say, "It smells like fi-yah!" and it was just so cute. I still remember how fun the kids were at that age when they were younger,too. It's also sad to realize that my mother was here to hold me when I took my first breath but she won't be here with me when I take my last breath. I always somehow thought she would out-live me as well since I have more medical issues than she did so it really surprised me when she died before me.

I also noticed this on my leg this morning in the bath and at first I thought it was a new mole even though it wasn't there yesterday and moles develop gradually over time and not just literally overnight and at closer inspection I could see it was actually a blood blister but I have no idea where it came from because I never got it pinched ,banged, or hit on anything. Oh, well. I also never got the news last night because of some stupid horse race again(that's like the 4th time now,too!) but luckily I still got it somewhere else. I still don't "get" why the network thinks that useless crap is more important than educating oneself on world events though.

They always seem to cater to the lowest common denominator.

There are way too many things that could be solved by dying.-Zero