Hep Cat.

I'm hep, oh, so very hep.

That's what I posted on my Twitter yesterday with this photo and someone replied asking if I have hepatitis and I thought they meant they thought I looked jaundiced, indicating liver issues, so I replied, no, I'm just really suntanned but they clarified they assumed Hep  was referring to Hepatitis, which it can  but in this case I was using a very old slang term for cool, as in Hep Cat.

It was first used in the 1920s and 30s in the Jazz Era and then later revived in the 60s and then again briefly in the 80s.

Now I feel really old.

I also heard that redneck TV reality TV star Honey Boo-Boo is now in college, likely the first in her family to go to college, and probably also the first in her family to even graduate high school!

I also got this donair pizza which will last me 4 days and it was ok, but it only had 3 ingredients on it, the donair meat( which I think they were kind of :chintzy" on and could have used more) onions(I picked off) and tomato and the sauce was this sweet donair sauce and I was hoping for the yummy garlic donair sauce.

shit.

It was "funny" ordering my weed the other day as well; I always order it on a Thursday as they don't deliver until 8:15 pm or so after the store closes(which is good so I know when to expect it) as my hubby's playing pickleball and not here to be annoyed by it and make some snarky comment about my "drug dealer" etc. only this time he actually came a bit earlier, right at 8pm, just a few seconds before I was heading into the other room( the living room) where I could hear the door bell( as I don't hear well) and I was still on my computer with the radio on next to me and I didn't hear the doorbell...but I did see the youngest out on the veranda and went to investigate what was going on and the guy had just come around from the back yard with my delivery saying he called my hubby on his cell phone who told him to check the back as I might be sitting out there, so as it turned out he still found out,anyway.

HA.

Just MY "luck."

There's also this photo circulating around online of Trump meeting with mysterious beings that Grok said isn't A.I. (nowadays I just assume anything "suspicious" probably is) and now everyone's speculating they're aliens he met with, likely negotiating something but I think they look more like elves from Middle Earth ( Lord Of The Rings) but even if they are "aliens" (and they look like commanders of some sort based on their uniform) it doesn't necessarily mean that they're bad and maybe they're here to teach, guide, and help humanity, but people are saying aliens will inavde on the 24th during the Brazil futbol match, but I think they look more like they could be angels,  angels taking a human form, meeting with the Anti-Christ warning him to back down and end the war with Iran perhaps?

Or....just another distraction from the Epstein Files?

Speaking of futbol, yesterday Canada played Bosnia and even though I don't care I was still hoping Bosnia would kick Canada's ass but they tied and USA also beat Paraguay which was also disappointing because someone really needs to put the arrogant Americans in their place and I was surprised to hear too that Italy didn't even qualify and that would be like Canada not qualifying for the hockey.

 Italy and Argentina (South American countries tend to excel) are well-known for  often winning  the World Cup.

The world has just become so inverted now.

I also saw this question online, "Would you give anything to bring your dog back?"

and I would do almost anything to bring Buddy back again except NOT  "trade" Beja's life  in exchange, proving to myself how much I really DO love him,afterall, even though it took awhile to really bond with him before since I was still buried in grief and the 31 YR old also kept "stealing" him away from me but once the grief eased a bit and he moved out we were able to bond and connect and now it really feels like he's my dog now and not just a sort of "consolation" prize; I just hope he doesn't ever move back again and "un-do" all the progress we made, and sometimes I have conversations with my hubby and when I look back on it I think it was with my mother, who has been gone now for 18 months, so was she maybe there with us in spirit.....or I'm just "losing" it?

My hubby says it's time to put me in a "Home" now,too, my mind is going(he just wants to get rid of me and sell the house) even though( unlike my mother) I can still run the house and take care of myself and feed, dress, and bathe myself, etc.

One day, things won't feel so heavy anymore.-Stressed