The Commando Chihuahua.

Beja is a Commando Chihuahua.

I don't mean "Going Commando" like a Scotsman wearing his kilt with no underwear.

I mean a commando commando, the soldier who is  stealth, sneaky and quiet and sneaks up on the enemy, like the Spetsnaz.

He lies in wait, watching and waiting in ambush for squirrels to show up so he can chase them!

He's a bugger!!

Yesterday my hubby also went out the side door to pour boiling hot water on the weeds growing in-between the cracks in the driveway and didn't close the door and Beja of course ran out after him but luckily I saw and sprinted out after him but of course I'm not nearly as fast as him to be able to catch up to him before he was out the door but luckily I caught him and grabbed him in the driveway before he could run off into the road but it's dangerous and terrifying and the fourth time or so he's done that and it just scares the shit out of me and I'm so afraid he's going to get run over by a car some day.

That's one of my biggest fears.

Another is that my mother's creditors(and they did send 2 more letters to her from the bank again about her loan yesterday,too) are going to come after me and sue me for her estate and I'll be forced to sell the house(I inherited from her) and move.

I also tried to get my passport application mailed off by reg'd mail.....but of course for me  everything always has to be a problem, go wrong and never work out.

They said at the post office that it's NOT a valid address(it figures )so I  had to use another envelope and just put the other address on it, the one they had for couriers instead of for mail....

but of course when I took it out of the old envelope to transfer into the new one the form ripped and tore off part of the info...

so now I have to re-do it again and re-fill out another new application(exactly why I got 2 of them) and start all over again.

WHY does everything always  have to be so hard for me all the time?

I swear, I have the worst "luck" ever and must be cursed.

Yesterday I also saw my first Monarch butterfly of the season and heard Stairway To Heaven  again and I felt soooo dizzy, sweaty, hot, restless & faint and like I was going to pass out and had to go inside and lay down in the shade, and this morning I saw a centipede in the sink, and my friend J in Ottawa (who used to work for the gov't but could never say exactly what and is now retired) also said his monthly Rogers TV bills is 300$ (holy shit!!) which is exactly why we just download shit for free now and despite that it's still always f*cking up and going out, and the Ontario Legislature just got back to sitting at Queens Park a month ago and now they're already gone again for a 21 week (that's over 5 months!) summer  break and don't return again until October! They have more time off on vacation than they actually do any work!

Never Surrender - we cannot be denied Never Surrender - spread your wings and fly.-Triumph