Jackass.

Yesterday I finally got to watch the latest(and they say last) Jackass  movie. My hubby was finally able to find it to download only for some reason it wouldn't work on the big screen TV so I had to watch it on my small computer monitor.

It was hilarious as always and I just laughed my ass off. My hubby said he could even heard me from the other room. I honestly don't even remember the last time that I laughed so hard and I really needed that. The funniest thing was their game of Diarrhrea Twister  they played after taking the gross colonoscopy prep laxative(and I know from first-hand experience a few times that shit is nasty!) now that they're in their 50's. I remember I started watching it back when they were in their 20s and 30s and now they're old like me and Johnny Knoxville even has all-white hair! I can still remember when my oldest boys were younger they'd try to re-create the stunts as well(behind my back,of course, and I never even found out until years later which is probably a good thing though) and nothing has ever made me laugh like Jackass. The Bad Grandpa  skit was also funny but alot of it was old footage from over 25 years ago I've seen before but it still made me laugh.

Alberta also had a tornado yesterday between Calgary and Edmonton so I hope the Edmonton Boys  are ok although my hubby said the 28 YR old is in BC now working and last night as I had Beja out the back to pee he kept barking like crazy and then I noticed the bush rustling....and I saw it: that fat raccoon was back again so I grabbed him and we went back inside and awhile later tried again but it was still there. When we had the BBQ the other day it also reminded me of my mother(who was obsessed with BBQ) and I dedicated it to her in her memory. The collection agency from her creditors also called the other day(I recognized the number) but hung up. I just think it's despicable that they even still come after you for $$$ even after you're dead.

I also notice I've lost lots of followers on Twitter for my anti-Trump, anti-American posts but too bad; I'm still going to speak my mind and speak my truth and if they don't like it then they're free to go and it's almost like the trash took itself out, and my hubby and the youngest leave around 8 am this morning for their 2 day adventure, giving me a nice little break as well, and my hubby said the 27 YR old is going up as well, making me even more suspicious the 30 YR old really is  getting married in secret without telling or inviting me,and I did everything I was supposed to do, I did everything right as well; I breastfed, I used cotton diapers, I wore my babies in a "sling", I was an "Earth" Mother, I raised them godly, I even homeschooled.....yet my kids still ended up hating me in the end, anyway.

My entire life just ended up to be a waste.

I wish I could've been who you wanted me to be.-Lumi